So yeah I dig the concept of relationships with older men...
#21
About 10 years left? I don't believe it. You must be referring to something other than menopause. I wonder what.

Fun fact: So I'm reading this thread, and I come across the embedded video icon with those two kray-krays... and the mere visual leaves me too afraid to click the video. Not sure if I'll be able to work up the courage even after I post this.

Trix loves a good dumpsterfire watch, that's for sure.
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#22
AntiBullshitMan, you are too good to view the video.

Let's face it... without me being a bad influence on you, you never even would have happened across the thumbnail let alone the video.

Re: 10 years left, I'm 27 (my birthday was the other day)...

By the time I'm 37 it'll be almost too late to reproduce.

And the whole conundrum of the life/death thing...

I don't know why I even think about reproducing anyway.

I'm so torn...

So, so, so torn.

So torn.
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#23
Happy belated birthday! (as contradictory as a "happy birthday" utterance might seem coming from an Antinatalist)

For what it's worth, I would've guessed you're around the 22/23 range, but also easily younger than that. So props on the genes & stuff.

My google scholar skills just came in handy: Apparently 51 is the average age when menopause kicks in for human females, so assuming you really are a human female and not a humanoid from Planet Sectual, you technically have way more than just ten... wait what the fuck am I doing? I'm supposed to dissuade you on procreation, not give you timeline friendly reasons in favor of it! Abort! ABORT!

And as the first reigning Supreme Webmistress, you're no bad influence at all. As chaotic and whacky and (let's face it) incomprehensible as THE SECTUAL can be on its speediest days, there's a reason I keep coming back to see what's going on here. Ya gotz flair, kid.
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#24
I appreciate the encouragement, AntiBullshitMan...

LOL @ talking about reproduction and happy birthdays re: anti-natalism.

I guess it just goes to show how deep the programming really runs. (Not calling you "programmed" or anything, it's just a general statement.)

I get this disturbing "baby crazy" streak every now and then. I never even gave a shit about babies until I was 26... it was the first time ever that I actually had the thought that I wanted a baby.

Thankfully it passes and only comes in waves...

But now I can't think about anything but reproducing when I am sexually attracted to a male. Instead of "Ooo, let's fuck!" it's "OMG, impregnate me!" or "DAMN, I'd like to have his baby!"

It's a real problem man.

It's an issue because my standards are so high... and when I say that, I mean, I want an INTELLIGENT man to reproduce with. INTELLIGENCE is sexy to me... the mentality is what turns me on. I talk about it on my 'genius sperm freezing' thread.

I want to reproduce with a genius. Somebody who REALLY IS smart and who is HUMBLE about it instead of being an egotistical fucking asshole.

An intelligent man with some drive and goals and focus.

But then at the same time, I know that relationships are shit... how am I supposed to be with somebody to raise children when I feel like relationships are pure crap?

I'm kinda terrible in relationships, I'm kinda terrible sexually... I'm extremely lazy, I'm unwilling to be all that affectionate. I just don't feel it and I won't fake things in life. I just don't believe in that.

I just feel like I'm totally screwed in this aspect, and it's just better to be alone.

I really dread the 'baby crazy' emotional hell that comes as women get older and their fertility ticks away... I've heard about it, and until recently I didn't believe it would ever be possible for me. (Oh the naivety.) But now after having experienced it even slightly... I know it's gonna come. I know I'm in for it.

Life is such bullshit.
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#25
Makes me wonder if Cognitive Behavioral Therapy covers antinatalist-ish females who would like to rid themselves of the sort of crypto-natal demonic-possession tendencies that are now starting to plague your innocent sectual soul. Slowly but surely.

Maybe if you retro watch bad 80s family sitcoms (aka all 80s sitcoms) where the focal point is the newborn and the clumsiness of the dad and the stand-in dads... where the laugh track is going full throttle even for sentences that are clearly not meant to be jokes... perhaps vicariously experiencing that monstrous a level of familial mushiness is the best way get those demons out of your system. Before it's too late.

I know we joke on YouTube about #FakeWeddings and shit, but reading your take on relationships and interpersonal laziness vs. demandingness has me thinking it would actually be ideal. I sure as hell enjoy being left to my own devices for several days straight. Sometimes even weeks. A relationship where the couple is content to see each other once or twice a week, and no micromanagement in between, is the truly mature relationship as far as I'm concerned. Alas, geographic obstacles.
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#26
WE CAN OVERCOME THOSE OBSTACLES.

Let me know when you're ready to reproduce...

Would never find a more intelligent and humble man.
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#27
We could always adopt!

I hear plenty of kids in orphanages love the prospect of being adopted by couples who just want to be left the fuck alone most of the time... not just away from the kid but away from each other... to the point where they wouldn't even live under the same roof but would still manage to childrear the little bastard, somehow.

Just give me the word and I'm on it!

#FosterPower



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#28
Exactly...

What kind of environment/example would that be for a kid?

Sigh.

Oh well. Fukushima is probably going to kill us all anyway...

Thinking about it is likely wasted energy.
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#29
(04-09-2017, 10:44 PM)Trix But in the same token it's like...

Even chicks who are 30+- and dating 40+- dudes seem like they get bored as fuck and feel stifled. This is after at least a few years of dating mind you.

It's like dudes hit this point past 40 and they suddenly become... like old men and they need naps and shit.

I mean they're still hot as fuck but it's like... there's a certain change that happens that seems to automatically repel the younger chicks (like chicks under 35) who have been in a relationship with them for a while.

So say a chick dates a dude from the time she's 25 to the time she's 30, and there's a 15 year age difference between them...

Suddenly when he gets to that point past 40, it's like... the dynamic changes and she's not really that into him anymore.

Especially if they're not having kids together... 

It's as if this change takes place, and they miss the window of opportunity in their relationship to effectively reproduce, so the chick automatically loses interest.

And the guy's like a total old man mentality at this point, he's probably been through like 50 chicks and doesn't even care anymore. Like he just thinks that young people are idiots and such, idiots gonna idiot, but at least she is/was hot.

I'm just observing this couple livestreaming on YouTube as I type this. In case you were wondering where the fuck this is coming from.

A woman's brain doesn't normalize until they are 25. I'm 53, my ex is 25. Our marriage was like Camelot, until the YouTube trolls decided to get involved. Now I got 3 kids, but the trolls are trying to take them away from me as well, calling CPS all the time. But, if I had a female in the home again (that wasn't batshit insane) everything would stabilize, I think. I'm 53, but alot of times I feel 20......
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#30
OMG, Von... Andrea left??

I have to admit I haven't checked in on your videos regularly for a while now.

It was just kinda hard to watch the trolls mess with you all the time in a constant battle.

Excuse me for my ignorance.

Really sad to hear about it, I know you guys had some problems, but I didn't ever figure she'd actually leave and stay gone...

They usually come back.

But yes, I completely agree with you about the age 25 being pretty monumental for a woman... it seems to really 'set' at that point, your interests and your tendencies are engrained at that point and you're going to keep going in that direction. So it seems.
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#31




THESE TWO THOUGH.

THESE FUCKING TWOOO THOUUUGHHH.

Ahaha, I fucking CANNOT EVEN, I CANNOT.

THESE TWO.

What the FUCK?!

THESE TWO THOUGH.

They're crazy as shit...

Ahahaha, OMG. 

I love them. WHAT THE FUCK, LOL.

The channeling is just so...

She's nowhere near as moving and resonant as Bashar is. But mostly what she says is true. It's just... 

I dunno, kinda strange to deliver it in the guise of 'channeling'. Why can't people just plainly speak the truths?

It's funny how he sits there stonewalling while she is saying this stuff. 

WTF he's like stroking his eyebrows. LOL.

Like...

I wonder if they took a bunch of drugs before doing this.

Probably not, that's what's slightly disturbing about this.

ROFL

But really though... I dig it. I mean this dude is lucky as shit to have this hotass little psycho bitch to sink it into at the end of the day. I wonder if I too would put up with and coddle the crazy if I were in his position.

He kind of looks like my grandpa.
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And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#32
*obscene hand gestures*

I'm hot for this chick.
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#33
He's pretty cute too.

I'd get together with these two and have a smoothie or something fruity like that.

Should I try to save face and not call her psycho or bitch anymore?

Is it too late for that?

OMG you guys call me!
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#34
(04-11-2017, 08:13 PM)Trix I'm kinda terrible in relationships, I'm kinda terrible sexually... I'm extremely lazy, I'm unwilling to be all that affectionate. I just don't feel it and I won't fake things in life. I just don't believe in that.

I just feel like I'm totally screwed in this aspect, and it's just better to be alone.

are you sure you're actually terrible and unwilling, or is it possible you've just not met the right man that motivates you in these capacities?
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#35
It's certainly possible, Genba, considering how little sexual experience I've actually had.

At this juncture though, I'm more inclined to believe that it's me and I'm lazy.

Until I've had other experiences that prove different, I won't know for sure.
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#36
Look at this guy...





He's so stylish.

That is one sexy son of a bitch right there.

He's telling the fucking truth too.
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#37
This guy turns me the fuck on, I can't lie...

I can't even hide it.

You know what it really is about him??

He does a fucking mad Yoda impression...

31:40...




Makes me wet as fuck.

As fuck.
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#38
He keeps talking about how he's gonna do a 'retreat' where freaked out indigo people can come and do the esoteric woo-woo thingy...

Man, if I keep talking shit, I'll never be able to even go incognito to one of these fruitloop retreats!

Hmmm...

Should I stop talking shit, or save face so I can go to a "retreat"...

Hmmm.

Should I delete this thread and pretend like it never happened!?

Naaah.

I need somewhere to talk about how aroused I am over this guy and his girlfriend.

I think honesty is the best policy in this situation.

After all, Arcturus Ra AKA Da Germ AKA Zyon is an Aquarius Monkey... ain't nobody got time for that.
God made me funky...
And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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#39
yeah he has his cult but now he needs a base camp ,a compound where he can gather all his whores from across the land ...you might have him every second friday if you show true devotion trix
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#40
(05-05-2017, 10:52 PM)Guest you might have him every second friday if you show true devotion trix

Man that's a little too often for me!

Banana

Look at that guy, he's 48 years old.

He looks fucking amazing.

I am telling you...

Being an esoteric woo-woo fruitloop is the fountain of youth.

I am just trying to be immortal here buddy.
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And I'm glad He blessed me that way.
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