SECTUAL

That's right.

Inside an electron.

It was liquid inside, like being under the ocean, the most pressurized possible.

Above the surface of the 'ocean' was plasma... the most intense, powerful displays of plasma possible.

There would be brief periods of relative inactivity, where the plasma was building up again...

Then there would be a brilliant display of this unimaginably intense plasma and with it there was this incredibly powerful centrifugal force.

Being constantly aware of and exposed to that kind of intense, raw power is an experience which makes it impossible to 'escape from the moment'.

There is no ignoring the absolute now, when up close and personal with that kind of force.

It made me realize how 'lucky' we are to have this 'distraction' of a body and a world that we wear.

Even though the body and the world are made from the activity of the electron...

Somehow the illusion generated is enough to get lost in to the point where we can be totally unaware of the constant underlying current.

Consciously unaware of it at least.

But it would seem the subconscious is aware of it...

I think that this is where 'anxiety' and 'panic' come from.

Particularly when the reality being created from the activity of the electron is built on negativity (in any of its forms).

It looked a lot like this, only inside out:

https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/c...090051.JPG

You gonna pass that or bogart it?