SECTUAL

Cringe is what I aim for.

Awkward is my comfort zone.

I feel safe.

(02-22-2024, 05:35 PM)GXT Wrote: [ -> ]Prolly just depends (no pun intended) on the dude.

Fuckin' lawl, you bad.

(02-22-2024, 05:35 PM)GXT Wrote: [ -> ]Just have to size up the situation I'd imagine

Yeah, you'd never REALLY know unless you were presented with the situation in real life, one on one.

It's one of those things that you can truly only feel out in the moment.

Sigh... well, a girl can dream.

I was actually thinking of the Gunsmoke episode where a young chick was going around to old dudes looking for a husband, and one of them got mad and thought she was effing with him, lol

Oh my God, I forgot about that one.

:(

I remember feeling this strange sense of discouragement when I was watching that episode...

And at that time, I wasn't even bizarrely sexually attracted to any super old dudes yet?!

(02-22-2024, 05:37 PM)GXT Wrote: [ -> ]I was actually thinking of the Gunsmoke episode where a young chick was going around to old dudes looking for a husband, and one of them got mad and thought she was effing with him, lol

 
I mean she was effing with him, no way she would've been truly attracted, lol

Sometimes I think about Anna Nicole Smith...

She and I are like hella similar in some ways, and she got famous for the scandal involved with marrying that dude who was 62 years older than her.

She even said he was the best sex partner she ever had!

Call me naive, but I think she actually did love him and I think she meant what she said.

The dudes I'm interested in aren't THAT much older than me, I mean that shit was crazy, ~60 years is a little much.

And no one is saying they'd feel any mutual attraction to me anyways, I mean, usually when you like someone they never like you back. Even if they're old as fuck and you're half their age. That's the nature of the game.

See, this is why I don't bother. With anyone. It's legitimately pointless.

And I'm definitely not gonna put myself on the line to be all heartbroken over some super oldass dude, fuck that noise! I'd rather get all hurt over a younger dude. That would be way more fulfilling for a plethora of reasons.

But I ain't gonna promise I won't flirt heavily if I get half the chance. I mean it's not illegal. It's just potentially morally wrong. Which I feel like we still haven't arrived at a solid conclusion about, BTW...

*crosses arms, taps foot*

(02-22-2024, 05:41 PM)GXT Wrote: [ -> ]I mean she was effing with him, no way she would've been truly attracted, lol

I don't remember the specifics but...

Females are capable of being truly attracted to an oldass dude or an ugly dude.

Males are not capable of this though.