SECTUAL

I mean, are you yourself?

Hell yes baby, every minute of the day.

I only intend to get more real and honest as time progresses.

I'd like to develop tact, I'd like to think I've made some progress on that.

One can be real/honest without being so harsh... although there's definitely a time and place for harshness.

I like to think that I'm real as well. I guess it all boils down to honesty, really. Are you honest with yourself? It's very hard to be honest...even with yourself.

Yeah I'm honest with myself, but I just don't care that much about stuff so I don't really have a huge reaction or anything. Sometimes I don't dwell on emotional things because feeling over them can be painful and fairly pointless, but I do admit the feelings before adjourning.

I'm real beyond these words, expressing the self through words will not make that less or more real but it will deceive my perception of the real that can't be defined

Honesty is seeing without deception, honesty can not be expressed through words

Elaine, what you say gives me a sense of perception beyond the limits of the body/senses. It's like being on the outside looking in, while being on the inside looking out.

Yes, but I had to actually dream myself 1:1 to verify that I am. Because the values and hopes I had in real life, I was still showing in my dreams, even though I confronted myself with situations that are impossibly dangerous or abstract to reality.