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I mean okay, I'm not really THAT afraid of it...

I just have concerns about what would happen to me if I went blind.

I can't see shit without my glasses, I mean everything is a fuzzy mess. And I can't wear contacts for reasons detailed in this thread/post: http://www.sectual.com/thread-1199-post-...l#pid18216

So it's glasses or nothing. And it's really weird to not be able to see worth a shit when I don't have them on. I can't freaking read clocks, I can't see peoples' faces, I can't SEE any freaking DETAIL. It's just a bunch of blobs of varying sizes and fuzzy hues.

My eyes aren't actively getting worse as far as I can tell, things are still crystal clear with this prescription that I've had for over 3 years. But I dunno... I just think about what the hell would happen if I went blind. Or if it was just the end of the world and no glasses were available and I had to go around and try to fend for myself not really being able to see.

I wouldn't be able to fend for myself. That's the bottom line. I just wouldn't. Even if I wasn't entirely blind.

I feel like I need to start going around without glasses on and try to get used to perceiving the world that way. There must be a reason/purpose for blurry vision and I've always been sort of fascinated about solving that mystery. Why do we have blurry vision?? What's the meaning of it? I can't really figure that out if I constantly go around with 'corrective lenses'. Right? I have to walk the walk and understand first-hand why things are this way.

What could possibly be the reason for impaired vision?

And think about it... vehicles for example are a new invention. By nature we don't travel vast distances every day. If we can't walk there, we don't do it. By nature, we clearly aren't meant/made to go all over the place. We're clearly meant to stay in a pretty limited area, and the biggest concern of the day should be finding food and water. Basically. Not traveling around vast distances and doing all kinds of crazy shit.

And if we had impaired vision, we'd probably travel around with our bodies even less, right? If you can't really see where the hell you're going, you'd have to take extra time and care walking etc. And this would make the normal every day task of finding food/water pretty much the biggest pressing issue of all and really, I think that's basically ALL life would be about. Bottom line. That's it. That's all life would be about. 

Navigating whatever terrain you're in the middle of, finding food/water, and making it back to shelter before night fall. That's it. That's what life would be about.

I would be depressed as hell if I went blind. I'd be the biggest baby too... I'd bitch and complain and cry. I'd act like I was the only person in the world to ever go blind.

I would be terrified and lost. Not even being able to see my face or what my hair looked like. No internet. That would suck big time.

I had perfect vision until I was about 47 when I started to notice that I had a hard time reading the text on my phone. Even that was a shock to me and I hated it and still do. I wear glasses to read now and I can still see a computer without them but not very good.

That sucks that you can hardly see without glasses, Trix. At least the glasses allow you to see perfectly though... and glasses look sexy.

Yeah I think glasses are hot too... I'm not sad about it at all.

If I was blind, I'd feel pretty pissed at first. But if my wildest dreams came true, I would get a male caretaker who wouldn't even have to LOOK hot, he could just FEEL hot, you know what I mean? I would only be feeling his body, so he could be super ugly, but not FEEL particularly fat or anything, and I would never know the difference. In my imagination, he'd be hella sexy and that's all that would matter.

I could be his blind sex slave. Right!? Ahahahaha. I'd refuse to do all kinds of sex acts with blindness as an excuse... "I can't get on top! I'm blind!" etc.

But if I didn't have a male caretaker... it would be hell, sheer hell.

One thing I can do fine without my glasses is write. So that is good.

As for not being able to do the internet anymore, I would have somebody help me... I'd use a voice recorder and do podcasts and train somebody to upload them for me. I'd use a text-to-voice application to read YouTube/etc. comments to me and crack up at all the troll comments being read in robo-voice. I wouldn't reply to anything by writing anymore, I wouldn't use voice-to-text stuff. I would just do voice recordings and have someone upload them.

I would need a good helper though. I would have to bribe with sex. There'd be no other choice. No other choice at all.

And if I was blind, it's unlikely I'd eat that much because I couldn't see food, so a lot of the desire would be gone. I would never get fat.

(08-05-2017, 06:51 PM)Trix Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah I think glasses are hot too... I'm not sad about it at all.

If I was blind, I'd feel pretty pissed at first. But if my wildest dreams came true, I would get a male caretaker who wouldn't even have to LOOK hot, he could just FEEL hot, you know what I mean? I would only be feeling his body, so he could be super ugly, but not FEEL particularly fat or anything, and I would never know the difference. In my imagination, he'd be hella sexy and that's all that would matter.

I could be his blind sex slave. Right!? Ahahahaha. I'd refuse to do all kinds of sex acts with blindness as an excuse... "I can't get on top! I'm blind!" etc.

But if I didn't have a male caretaker... it would be hell, sheer hell.

One thing I can do fine without my glasses is write. So that is good.

As for not being able to do the internet anymore, I would have somebody help me... I'd use a voice recorder and do podcasts and train somebody to upload them for me. I'd use a text-to-voice application to read YouTube/etc. comments to me and crack up at all the troll comments being read in robo-voice. I wouldn't reply to anything by writing anymore, I wouldn't use voice-to-text stuff. I would just do voice recordings and have someone upload them.

I would need a good helper though. I would have to bribe with sex. There'd be no other choice. No other choice at all.

And if I was blind, it's unlikely I'd eat that much because I couldn't see food, so a lot of the desire would be gone. I would never get fat.

See? You'd adapt and I would fall apart and feel sorry for myself and want to die. All of my independence would be gone. I'd big the biggest fucking baby.

Well we never really know how we'd react til we're in the situation, just can never really truly say until it's upon us.

But one thing I keep thinking about is how people claim the other senses get 'stronger' upon loss of one of the major senses.

So I wonder...

Would one adapt to not being able to see so well, out in nature?? Would other senses start to get stronger and improve guidance? Is there any type of psychic honing element to this too? I really am curious.

And no more Perry Mason!

The older ones are running now and he looks really sexy. I love Perry Mason. I love his strong and serious nature. Big eyes. Just really sexy.. and he was gay in real life.

Of all things to worry about... fucking Perry Mason... lol

ROFLMAO, I would never see Peter Falk's beautiful face and body again.

But I could still hear his voice. That would be enough to fap to.

(08-05-2017, 07:06 PM)Trix Wrote: [ -> ]ROFLMAO, I would never see Peter Falk's beautiful face and body again.

But I could still hear his voice. That would be enough to fap to.

Hahaha!

I love him too!