1 - asphyxiation via butterscotch candy - saved via heimlich maneuver
2 - appendicitis - saved via appendectomy
3 - mild heart attack - just toughin it out
what will strike next!? find out on the next episode of dragen ball Z.
Mild heart attack?! When the fuck did that happen!?
Ah the whole choking on candy thing... gotta love that.
I myself almost choked on a snap pea today... I almost threw up and it basically ruined my dinner.
I took my blood pressure with one of those machine thingies the other day, there was one around the house...
It was after I'd had a particularly 'anxious' time in the shitter. It wasn't really normal for me to get all "panicky" in the middle of dropping a load... felt like I was gonna faint or something.
And it wasn't even the turd bro, it was like all these super weird thoughts and memories I started having...
But anyways someone suggested I take my blood pressure. So I put the thingy on my arm and turn the machine on...
It prettymuch almost broke right then and there, the screen started flashing, and then it tells me something equivalent to my blood pressure being like... hypertensive.
I blamed the machine for being faulty as I've had my BP from other sources fairly recently and it was normalish.
happened yesterday.
i've had good [and low] blood pressure all my life. was told i had an athletes BP last time i was in a hospital, which made me chuckle as i was smoking like a pack of clove cigarettes per day then.
the part that surprised me the most was the weepy sadness that enveloped the rest of friday and most of today. never heard of that before but apparently it's pretty common.
should this matrix decide to expel me, i hope to see y'all outside of it in soulspace. don't get recycled back into this construct.
(11-18-2017, 09:52 PM)genba Wrote: [ -> ]the part that surprised me the most was the weepy sadness that enveloped the rest of friday and most of today. never heard of that before but apparently it's pretty common.
Whoa...
That is fascinating.
Seems to resonate...
But I don't remember ever hearing anybody mention that before, so it is quite strange.
Of course there are things I wonder...
Have you had any emotionally pressing matters of the heart lately?
Had any past traumas come to the conscious surface to be resolved?
That type of thing.
Done any hardcore drugs?
LMAO, I dunno...
Just anything that could relate to this?
I know you have quite astute awareness, and you know me... I'm very curious.
Any weird electrical events or machinery or other kinda exposure instances?
That kinda stuff.
(11-18-2017, 09:56 PM)Trix Wrote: [ -> ]Have you had any emotionally pressing matters of the heart lately?
I dunno there's something about that line of reasoning that seems too obvious...
I almost want to inquire about exactly the opposite.
hardcore drugs not really, though i have had a habit of ordering mysterious substances and compounds from questionable sources on the internet and consuming them. been a while since i did any of that.
don't think i've been exposed to any EMR beyond the normal saturated space we're all in. don't even use my cell phone.
could've been some pent up emotional stuff, but who can be sure. maybe those doctors i can't afford. thanks obama!
I think Genba vapes.
He may not even do that anymore.
I never monitored my blood pressure when I vaped, I quit that almost 2 years ago.
What causes heart attack, high blood pressure causes stroke and without it I think smoking can trigger it. Do you know what the problem is genba, what triggered it?
i smoked about a pack a day from 17 to 27, with the latter part of that trailing off due to unemployment. late teen years was smoking djarum blacks and kretek crystal clove cigs :x had to quit the cloves due to chest pain, which was nothing like i experience last week.
i switched to vaping christmas eve 2009 and haven't had a regular cig since. historically my blood pressure has been very good, almost on the low side. i've been prone to the whole stand-up instant-headrush type deal when i get stoned, which is an indication of low blood pressure. figure the nicotine should help with that.
tbh i haven't really taken care of myself physically. work gives me a moderate amount of calisthenics but that's about all i do. i was a frequent consumer of 5 hour energy, and i sorta dropped off that habit a month or two ago. cut way WAY back on sugar intake over the past year and a half. i do eat as organic and gmo free as i can afford to do.
without going into conspiracy zone, i.e. that allegedly dead rothschild the day of the crash OBE`ing and giving me the heart grasp of doom, or CIA heart attack weapons, best i can surmise is a combination of emotional pain from losing my grandmother this year and daily stress and anxiety at home due to a terrible set of decisions by my family. they got a 2 year old kelpie dog that from day one has been attacking me. it hasn't adjusted whatsoever and my family has not even put any effort into training it. they've even gone so far as to blame it on me for my `bad vibes` despite the dog sneaking up on me and biting me the very first time it saw me. it deeply disturbs me that they would double down on their unwavering incompetence with this situation.
hopefully ohio gets off its ass and gets the cannabis industry up and runnin soon. just need a decent job that lets me afford to live on my own so i can get away from people that seem increasingly unrelated to me.
Good God dude, I'd be selling Cujo to the local Chinese restaurant for a cool $20.
A lot of them stay open til 11... maybe you can drug the fucker and sneak it out one of these nights.
Uppity dogs get polite in a hurry if you clock them upside the head with a blunt object. Not advocating animal cruelty, just saying I ain't gonna be harassed by a fucking mutt.
while those are potential solutions, they are not ethically acceptable. also would run me the risk of getting kicked out just in time to be homeless for winter. tempted to get a proper stun baton. i end up carrying my gun but i don't want to be responsible for the death of a mammal, even in self-defense. ran over a bunny once and that upset me. i have my hard facets, but inside i'm a big softy.
That dog sounds like an uber asshole. We had a dog like that in my family, I treated him better than anyone, the only thing I didn't do was take him bye bye with me and he would attack my calf from behind and bite as I walked out the door. I used to cook him food too so he didn't have to eat that dog food crap, not any more.
It's too bad you can't afford to get away from the family. That should be motivation to work hard and get as far away from them as possible. Once the toxic people are out of your way you can heal properly.
Oh and dogs are usually attached to one person and they can sense if that person doesn't like you. I noticed that with our asshole dog. It's so mean they would blame you for being negative when it's really the person he is closest to, he's just trying to protect that person.
I don't know about the ethical part, but it doesn't seem very ethical to let your dog attack someone who isn't trying to harm you.
As far as the one dog I clobbered, here's the story. My neighbor had a male and female Jack Russell terrier. The male would nip at my fingers as I was walking. He wasn't trying to hurt me, just testing to see how much I'd tolerate. He soon learned. I was carrying a plastic shopping bag with some beers in it. He nipped me one time too many, and I wound up and swung the bag. Caught him upside the head. Both of those pooches were so sweet to me from that day on.
so the year i made this thread i was having a lot of dental work done. went back to him this year, and he told me about how he switched anesthetics since i had been there, that someone told him the one he had been using caused heart issues. i always needed a double or triple dose of that, so i presume that's what triggered my heart issue then.
also i'm down at least another 3 lives. don't think i'm on my last one, but i'm close enough to feel that that life will be special.
i was told my final incarnation in this world would not be human or animal...
(09-02-2021, 12:54 AM)genba Wrote: [ -> ]so the year i made this thread i was having a lot of dental work done. went back to him this year, and he told me about how he switched anesthetics since i had been there, that someone told him the one he had been using caused heart issues.
God, that's scary. Unbelievable, man.
(09-02-2021, 12:54 AM)genba Wrote: [ -> ]also i'm down at least another 3 lives. don't think i'm on my last one, but i'm close enough to feel that that life will be special.
Yeah I hear ya. I've eaten through most of my lives too, if not all of 'em, which is why I'm trying to be careful with this one. I've been warned not to go on any road trips until I "build up more" again. I'm staying put for the foreseeable future because I'm thinking this is gonna take some effort.