SECTUAL

I love babies and children, I think they are absolutely a blessing.

But there are days when I just don't think I could put up with them...

Physically, I don't know if I could deal with them.

Take the first day of menstruation for example...

I'm sure everybody is different, but for me, it's literally incapacitating.

And during those times I just think, what if I had little babychildren who depended on me?

There's no way I could do right by them at this moment.

I couldn't chase some little babychild down right now, I couldn't walk around with a little babychild on my hip.

I'd literally pass out, COLD, and in no way is that an exaggeration.

Then they'd get all scared and be like OMG mommy's dying!!!

ROFLMAO, sigh...

I'm probably just not meant to be a mother, I am probably just not a strong enough woman.

It's okay. But I respect the women out there who can do it and succeed in it and somehow power through it.

To some people kids fit into their life, to others they don´t. Of course things can change in the future and present other alternatives.

I´d only want kids if I genuinely thought they would make my life better. It wouldn´t be right to do a half-ass job as a father.

You do what makes sense to your life Trixie.

Thanks, Crille...

Yeah hug me. Grr.