05-16-2018, 01:03 PM
I know, I used to think I was real and that I was important too. But I wasn't real and no matter how many times my mom said I was special, I wasnt. What a relief. I spent years trying to find a meaning, a purpose, bUT the truth was that there is no meaning and I had no purpose. Best day of my life was figuring out that I was not a special unique snowflake. I am literally as worthless as everyone else and I'm OK with that. My ego didn't like that so I killed my ego. Did you know that satanism is the worship of self? Makes sense looking at all the celebs doesn't it, lol. I died to self. What do you think the cross is for? It's nice not having to fight myself anymore. Thank you Jesus.