Darkness is the absence of light. Darkness cannot exist where there is light, light does not exist where there is darkness. So the idea of these 2 opposing forces exist in the same space to me is absurd. I do believe that false light or the illusion of light is what many who practice dualism are expiriencing. Dualism in my opinion is a deception by the darkness, who's sole purpose is to keep one from seeking the true light. Thoughts?
darkness is not a force, it is the absence of a force.
i have very strong suspicious that it is the light that is the illusion. deep within ourselves is a void of darkness, seemingly infinite. but that's an illusion too. go far enough to the center of that void and everything inverts. it is no longer a void of darkness and emptiness, but infinite possibility. a dark void would be absent of light, energy, and heat. one could say it is a state of perfect balance. energetic systems and heat all have half lives and eventually decay to a state of balance. it is only through balance that infinity is possible.
most of our universe is said to be dark and empty, with sporadic pockets of matter. it's all inverted. black holes are white wholes. a planet is a state of imbalance, a state of decay, entropy. life is death.
Interesting. I for one believe in my opinion, that we are all born into darkness. Like a bottomless empty pit inside we spend our lives trying to fill the empty space. It causes us to consume everything we can. But when one finds the light it completes us and fills the pit. Giving us peace and joy. But I can only speak of my own personal expirience on the matter. I once was lost but now Im found was blind but now I see.
there is a type of light that can never be perceived by our eyes or by devices we create. it is a glimmering, golden, opalescent, viscous type of light that is reminiscent of honey. i discovered this type of light quite a while ago... over a decade at this point. i want to say there's an intelligence and awareness to this light, but those terms are woefully inadequate. it was extraordinarily difficult to allow this light into my being. as it approached my crown, i experienced the most pleasure i ever have, but relishing in this pleasure only served to scare it away. even recognizing this, i could not let it in the second time either, as the pleasure was again magnified a significant amount when it made contact with the top of my organism. undaunted and by the grace of infinity, the third time i successfully let it descend to my inner eye and radiate throughout the entirety of my being. so powerful was this experience that i could not describe it to anyone for years without falling into a state of pure, unadulterated bliss and joy. that is our true, natural state. this feeling of emptiness you speak of - it too is illusion. you are not lacking anything. you are already whole. you need no mates, no love, no trinkets. the more you attempt to fill that imaginary void, the more you crave and need the transient pseudo-fillers. that is the trap.
Wow Thank You For Sharing That expirience. I can say without any doubt that the emptiness I expirience was very real very heavy and very dark like a heavy wet blanket. This for me was absolutely no illusion to the point I had decided to opt out aka suicide. That wet blanket that emptiness, that heavy darkness is now gone and I can only attribute it to he who's name I called out to in my absolute darkest hour. My lord and savior Jesus Christ.
i was in that type of mindset and heartset well prior to the experience above, about 20 years ago. instead of physically killing myself, i killed myself internally through will. that was my journey into the void, which turned out to not be a void. upon reaching that core, i was shown the progression of my life for the next 10 or so years [from that point] and saw that it wasn't anywhere near as bad as i had felt it would be. carrying on after that was effortless.
i do not subscribe to the bible, it is wrought with mistranslations, omissions, conflations, and trickery. that being said, my paternal family legend is that we descend from the centurion that wielded the spear of destiny on the crucified. i happen to have a birth mark at the point of impact as well.
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i was told that i constantly asked about god, the stars, and space when i was a toddler. i don't remember much of that aside from the family legend part, which i vividly remember. that shocked me and made me feel guilty.
Very interesting. I personally love Jesus Christ more than anything, even my own life. To me his sacrifice was the apitamy of what real true love is. I can't wait to be with him after this life is over. I never read the bible until that faithful night and what it did for me was confirm for me what I expirienced, which was rebirth. Jesus said in order to see the kingdom of God one must be born again. He who is born of flesh is flesh but he who is born of spirit is spirit. That's what I expirienced was a spiritual birth thru faith in Jesus. Now, since then I can literally see how everything in the physical is influenced first by the spiritual. It really is almost overwhelming at times being able to see what spirit is influencing someone's actions at any given time. Most of the spirits I see are very deceptive. I call these spirits demons or evil spirits. I do not blame man, its the spirits that i war against. I try to show mercy and forgiveness to my fellow man as my master showed me. But I will say that if any demon dares to show itself to me I will cast it out where it will find no rest and where it will burn for eternity.
There is no eternity...
There's only nothingness broken up by segments of conscious embodiment.
Your desire for things to 'burn for eternity' and all that kinda crap is actually repressed rage within yourself, which is basically a sin.
As I've told many others and will continue to speak this truth when it's warranted...
Your attitude is cancer, change it or fail.
(05-20-2018, 09:42 PM)Trix Wrote: [ -> ]repressed rage within yourself
It's a sin because you're feeding off it like some kind of demon yourself...
You love the hate and anger and rage.
You destroy your body and your spirituality by constantly dwelling in rage and not letting it OUT of your system.
Take up a hobby, some kind of useful physical outlet.
Otherwise you'll just end up being a serial killer or some other lame shit like that.
(05-20-2018, 09:42 PM)Trix Wrote: [ -> ]There is no eternity...
There's only nothingness broken up by segments of conscious embodiment.
Your desire for things to 'burn for eternity' and all that kinda crap is actually repressed rage within yourself, which is basically a sin.
Trix do you truly believe this
