SECTUAL

There was a time where I didn't care and I thought it was fine...

I felt fine about writing all my honest, twisted, perverse thoughts in journals.

Now I'm really re-thinking that concept.

I mean keeping a diary would be totally fine if you censored yourself and whatnot.

But who the fuck wants to do that?? I don't do that.

Somehow I'm doubting writing out all the honest true thoughts etc. in a book...

Yet everything outrageous and sick that I say here, I just have absolutely no doubt about.

So what is the difference between these two modes of expression?

Why am I having second thoughts about things expressed in physical pages...

But not about things I'm expressing on a public platform to the whole world on the internet?

Hmmm...

"Yet everything outrageous and sick that I say here"



Where? what sick thing....

This ain't gonna be nothing fancy lol. I have to use a dictionary on most of the stuff I read on here.
I kept note books of thought and ideas for quite a few years...burned the things for some reason. My mother's wrote us kids some letters when she found out she wasn't going to make it. Kind of a short life story thing, I still have those.
I guess it doesn't matter if on paper,online or in your head 
God I have no idea why I wrote this
Please for the love of God roll your eyes Trix

I used to talk shit on people who burned their diaries and journals...

Now I gotta say, I fucking 100000000% understand.