Ok truce? You can have him I don’t care about that. Not that you really want him. But you are really super smart, I’m not very smart (obviously) I’m just a normal boring girl. And you are way younger and hotter(seriously not being whatever) But I hate conflict and drama. It makes me sick. So can we be cool? I’m really not a bad person. Just angry with him and was legit scared. I’ll stop encouraging him to see you, not that he listens to anyone ever In The history of mankind, lol. But yeah. I don’t think you really have anything to worry about, I doubt he’ll show up there. I don’t think I deserve all the hate I get but whatever. I just need peace and no drama.

I have no problem with you whatsoever...

I never actually did!

Please don't encourage him to come any further east...

Much too dangerous for him and he's not ready.

Maybe some day he can if he does it the right way.

My love to you dear...

Peace and blessings.

Thank you.

Now if I could just get him to stop talking about me online all would be well.

Ps. He says he’s from Pvila. You know more about all that than I do. Is that a real one? I don’t know it just reminds me of his best friend when he went to prison he got all weird and lost and into God. But Zane is too cool for all that so it has to be something that speaks to his ego. I dunno I could be wrong. And often am. But when I got sick I did remember a bunch of stuff, like weird stuff like picking my mom before I was born and some other things. So I kinda feel like I have a connection there. And I’m not concerned about my afterlife. All I worry about is my kids.

I'll be the judge of that doll.

(07-01-2018, 01:21 AM)Guest Wrote: I'll be the judge of that doll.

Of what?

LOL.

What your eyes will say when I look into them.

(07-01-2018, 01:20 AM)Guest Wrote: He says he’s from Pvila.

It's not an actual planet I've heard of... words are just translations for energetic vibrations. I assume that's something he received in an "in-between" state. Must have resonated with him. Like I said, I have ties to Ursa Major, so. I dunno, it's pretty common.

(07-01-2018, 01:20 AM)Guest Wrote: I don’t know it just reminds me of his best friend when he went to prison he got all weird and lost and into God. But Zane is too cool for all that so it has to be something that speaks to his ego.

I think you're definitely right... whatever Pvila is, it speaks to him and I have no doubt it's a real thing. After all, we are the whole of existence. We are all things. Individuality is an illusion... just a fun show consciousness puts on to entertain itself.

(07-01-2018, 01:20 AM)Guest Wrote: But when I got sick I did remember a bunch of stuff, like weird stuff like picking my mom before I was born and some other things.

I'm proud of you for that, a lot of people don't ever let themselves go there.

It's just a ride, as Bill Hicks would say...

(07-01-2018, 01:25 AM)Guest Wrote: What your eyes will say when I look into them.

Okay well that's pretty hot...

In a lot of ways you're my wettest dream Zane.

But good luck looking into them when you've screwed the pooch and scared me off from meeting you!

I explained myself to you...

And you know I am right.

I still love ya buddy...

Go on your merry way and I'll watch and whatnot...

I'll get busy now and then though, Trixie must tend to herself.

You'll find many other fangirls along the way.

Fear?

Dude I'm A GIRL.

I can't be risking being around a drunk, mad (as you showed yourself to be tonight) homeless dude who's constantly getting the cops called on him and shit by troll assholes!!!

I don't allow that drinking and drugging crap around me... it's nasty and it's not the kind of vibe I EVER associate myself with... EVER.

Rise up, do it right... transform yourself into your greatest version.

I get it, it'll take you a while...

Hey, I'll be here. Relax and get doing, honey.

Go to sleep, sweet Zane.

I don’t like this ride. I don’t want to come back. Too painful.

You know I was thinking, if I was going to hobo it bum it even van life it, I would definately NOT bring a pet into the mix, I just don't think its fair, pets like stability and things that are the same I feel sorry for Mac some times. Now Zane is lost in Arkansas how the fuck do you get lost with GPS?

(07-01-2018, 01:37 AM)Guest Wrote: I don’t like this ride. I don’t want to come back. Too painful.

Then do it right and you might not have to.

(07-01-2018, 01:40 AM)Fungus Wrote: Then do it right and you might not have to.

Not the way it works, Fungi...

We come back every single time, no matter what.

(06-30-2018, 10:51 PM)Trix Wrote: Serious question, what is he ON??

I think its just weed and booze but then it could be more I guess crack or meth.

I’ve always had a choice. After this I just want to stay in the warm safe love. And wait for my babies.

(07-01-2018, 01:44 AM)Trix Wrote: Not the way it works, Fungi...

We come back every single time, no matter what.

But what if the contract worked out? Still got to come back? Or maybe we just want to?

He’s just drunk

(07-01-2018, 01:46 AM)Fungus Wrote: I think its just weed and booze but then it could be more I guess crack or meth.

(07-01-2018, 01:46 AM)Guest Wrote: I’ve always had a choice. After this I just want to stay in the warm safe love. And wait for my babies.

If that's what you wanna do, you'll get to do it.

I had a choice. I didn’t have to come back.