(07-30-2018, 07:07 PM)Guest Wrote: He’s been homeless before.

Hell as a family we were homeless in the national park in Cali for 3-4 months living in the original black van he had painted on the front. Did you ever see that van?

Yep I saw that in some of his super old vids, pretty sure. Now I get that this is gonna make me sound like a douche, but I don't consider people who live in a vehicle to be homeless, because a lot of people are living in vans and whatnot by choice these days. I've made a lot of threads about the phenomena and myself as well as other people here are pretty interested in "van life". You have a roof over your head when you live in a vehicle. I consider sleeping rough like Zane has been doing for the last year+ to be homeless, because he's had no roof over his head. If you are sleeping with no roof over your head, or if you're sleeping in a tent, you're homeless. Exposure to the elements = homelessness.

(07-30-2018, 07:07 PM)Guest Wrote: Shit just gets bad slow. Like a frog in a slow boiling pot. And it’s too bad to tell anyone else, ya know? You just do what you gotta do.

Indeed... well said.

(07-30-2018, 07:11 PM)Guest Wrote: He’s blocked me and ignoring me. I guess I could try this platform if he still reads. Let me meditate first and get rid of my anger before I respond to him. How do I let go of anger? It’s consumimg me.

I don't know if he still reads here or not. I always recommend writing or some other method of self-expression to release all unwanted emotions. Helps with trauma and whatnot.

(07-30-2018, 07:01 PM)Trix Wrote: I totally should.

????

I'm on it re: the cards...

Do you have any specific question?

Yeah I can see what you mean about van life. Just back then I was worried about the kids and Cps. I can see it being a viable option.
I don’t think what we had back then was viable.

We did have a F350 truck and a 40ft 5th wheel trailer the second time we went to Alaska. That would have worked had he found work. And then not threaten to kick me out (right after we moved to small closed fishing town) when I was pregnant. I could write a novel.

(07-30-2018, 07:24 PM)Trix Wrote: I'm on it re: the cards...

Do you have any specific question?

Hmmm I know that will help for a better reading right? 

Maybe focus on life expectancy/sickness.

Or marital relationships.

I dunno. Or whatever you think would be most helpful. You’re smart.

Thank you so much!!!!!!

(07-30-2018, 07:33 PM)Guest Wrote: I could write a novel.

Maybe you should.

Conducting your reading now, might take me a lil bit.

There will be pics and explanations of each card.

Man I used to have a really pretty faerie deck. I think it got lost in moving. :((

Not that I was super useful with it, but it was so pretty.

You rock!

Oh and random you are wrong about the 90’s. I was 10-18ish growing up mid early 90s. It was so fun. Really before technology, cell phones everywhere, internet there was a little but it was slow. I loved the clothes. Wide leg jeans tight on top, cool band tee, doc martins, flannel. It was so comfy and easy. And the music!!! Not the crap. But like Fugazi, sebadoh, guided by voices, dinosaur jr, pavement, pj Harvey, low, bedhead, pixies, sonic youth, record player, pinback, sooo many great bands were constantly narrating life.
I heart the 90’s!

I’m on my phone and am too lazy to figure how to quote.
But regarding the ladies not wanting tainted meth heroin sperm.
Dude... you would be surprised. I mean if you are already banging a person like that
You don’t have much what common sense? Anything to lose. A baby might just fix everything wrong in their lives. Which is totally not true. But anyway yeah it could happen.

Novel- you are not the first “advisor” to tell me that. Hmm...

(07-30-2018, 08:12 PM)Guest Wrote: Novel- you are not the first “advisor” to tell me that. Hmm...

Do it.

Do it do it.

This reading is a doozy, BTW.

Almost done...

Will just have to upload the pics and it'll be out soon.

What can Zane's wife do for her health?

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"Use Your Skills to Aid Others" suggests to me that indeed, there is some good work you could do on a psychological level if you set about the task with good intent.

"Spirit of Earth" suggests you should suspend worry or consideration about the future in general, and suggests that you need to seek healing in nature. I think you should get some dirt and play around in it. Maybe make a mix of mud and work around in it with your hands, you could smear it on your body too. I get the sense that you need to take in some form of earth. Food grade diatomaceous earth could be something useful to look into. The card says to detox and get yourself under the influence of nature... particularly dirt and the ground.

I find the Freedom Horse card interesting because in all the years I've been using this deck, I have literally never seen it before. The card means that you need to be mindful of how you use your body. It is essentially saying you need to have fun, it's saying you need to play and make movements which are... unexpected for someone in an adult mindset to be making. The card is saying forget about what others are telling you (that you're sick or you're dying, for example) and move your body in the spirit of fun, with no regard to the future. It's saying let yourself be physically free in the moment.

In my opinion, the "You Are Safe From Harm" card is an overarching message, but I feel it could also mean you could extend your life by taking the other aforementioned steps.

Bottom of the deck, "Sweat Lodge"...

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This is the second card you've gotten which points to the need for detoxification of your mind/body/emotions. And I also take it quite literally. I think sweating an extreme amount could be useful to you right now.


What is Zane's future physical involvement with Zane's wife?

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Wow, look at that, the entire row... Swords. Lots of mental, not much physical going on. Looks like a progression of him saying he's coming your way, you worrying that he actually is coming your way, but him never actually coming your way, and just considering it all from a distance. 6 of Swords, leaving choppy waters for calm waters; 9 of Swords, the card of worry; 7 of Swords, the miser card; Princess of Swords, it's a 'messenger' card, in this case signifying (in this particular deck), you sitting and watching something from a distance.

Bottom row...

The Empress is you; Zane is attempting to reach your calm waters, having come from a place of rough waters. 9 of Swords depicts you/your worry, the 5 of Wands depicts your fear (source of worry) of conflict. 7 of Swords shows you sitting on a bench in a position much like the Empress, and behind you are a man and a woman watching you. Typically the lady on the bench would be the undesirable party, the one who has a lot of belongings but doesn't have love; whereas the two behind her are 'rich' with love. But in the case of this reading, I would say the lady on the bench (you) is a more desirable position. 8 of Pentacles clarifying the 7 of Swords suggests someone is toiling away toward something that is in my opinion futile and coming from a place of undesirable intent.

Since the Princess of Swords is clarified by the Tower (which depicts two people falling from the tower), I can only assume it means that you will be watching Zane's undoing, and possibly that of another person as well, from a distance. You will be watching him and perhaps someone else experience a "Tower" moment. There is no suggestion of upcoming physical involvement to be seen in these cards, which is important because the question hinged on physical involvement.


What one central message summarizes Zane's immediate future?

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Transformation: also known as the "Death" card in the traditional tarot. The card of Scorpio... this is Zane showing up in a question pertaining directly to him, and his immediate future. That card is what it is... what can I really say about it? What do you think? Let's clarify it with some cards from the traditional tarot...

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The Emperor: leader of an empire. Page of Swords: the spy card. The Tower: the "shake-up", weak foundations destroyed to be replaced with strong foundations, upheaval card... appearing for a second time in the reading. This suggests to me an authority whose eyes are on Zane, and of course the Tower card is self-explanatory in light of the other cards.

I just shuffled the bigger deck to close up and move onto the final part of the reading... and after I had shuffled, the "Transformation" card was on the bottom of the deck. So, a lot of emphasis on this card and I am beckoned to mention the reading I did for Zane/Country before, with one of my favorite decks. I think it could possibly explain the episode which may take place surrounding this "Transformation" situation.

The smaller (tarot) deck after being shuffled displays "The Devil" card on the bottom...

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The card of addictions.


What is the advice for Zane's wife at this time?

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"Grace" is another card implying movement (hearken back to the "careless abandon" suggested by the Freedom Horse card). I get the insistance of employing "gentle coercion" as it concerns this card.

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"Love/Compassion"... I get the sense that these are things you need to practice on yourself, and on Zane.

Hope this was helpful and provided some insight.

Oh yay back just in time. Ok settling in to read. Thank you!!

Page of Swords (spy card) was in the reading twice... I somehow just now realized that, but interestingly the reason I didn't make the connection before is because they were representing different people. The Princess (Page) of Swords was his wife, but the second Page of Swords is someone else.

So I need to have fun, get dirty and dance. And have a mud bath. Ha! Love it! I can do all that.

Swords those all make sense. But the miser card? What is that? I’m a mean old miser? Possibly lol.

Hmm bottom row of physical involvement I’ll have to study. I don’t understand that yet.

Death like you said doesn’t usually signify death but change. Or maybe literal? Change to another form??

Everything that I understand is spot on so far.

Thank you

Who is the second page of swords? The spy card. Hmmm

(07-30-2018, 09:02 PM)Guest Wrote: Death like you said doesn’t usually signify death but change. Or maybe literal? Change to another form??

I've seen the Death card mean physical death...

I can't lie about that.

Of course 90% of the time it's symbolic and it's metaphorical.

If somebody died every time we drew the Death card, there'd be nobody left.

And especially coming from that particular deck, I'd say it most likely signifies a symbolic transformation.

If I'd drawn the Death card from the traditional tarot, I might be a little more freaked out by it.

Accompanied by the Tower, "Transformation" is brought about by a serious shake-up...

Due to The Emperor, it's likely the shake-up deals with authority, and because of the Page of Swords, it would seem that it revolves around being watched/spied on from afar.

Oh well the picture the 7 of swords miser. The miser looks like the seducing woman. That wouldn’t be me. That card confuses me.
But why would the seductress be a miser?