(09-28-2018, 02:12 PM)Armond Gilliam Wrote: When are you and Zane going to tie the knot?  

LOL, pretty sure after Zane's terrible experience with marriage, he's not going to be doing that again...

He's had the very experience that fuels the bitterness-laden, woman-hating, hand lotion drenched MGTOW movement and convinces American men to either go single and alone forever, or go to Asia and find a woman who doesn't even speak english.

ROFL!

Zane is doing EXCEPTIONALLY well in this department... he still loves women, he's still being nice to women, he's still a romantic kinda guy. He escaped the enslavement (for all intents and purposes) and has the world laying before him.

I'm personally just so damn happy for him, that's all I know...

Hi Mistress of the Ancient Milky Way Empire.

Please watch this video about the prole Zane Greene.   Add this to your narrative of the young earthling and his meaty ways.  I accept him for who he is.....

Armond Gilliam
Viceroy of Aldebaaran

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpLQsu2niys&t=281s

Yeah I saw that video. Always two sides to every story, and both are always half-truths. That's just all there is to it.

It's funny that there are "news" channels revolving around drama... I find that to be the most interesting part.

(09-28-2018, 02:43 PM)Trix Wrote: LOL, pretty sure after Zane's terrible experience with marriage, he's not going to be doing that again...

He's had the very experience that fuels the bitterness-laden, woman-hating, hand lotion drenched MGTOW movement  and convinces American men to either go single and alone forever, or go to Asia and find a woman who doesn't even speak english.

ROFL!

Zane is doing EXCEPTIONALLY well in this department... he still loves women, he's still being nice to women, he's still a romantic kinda guy. He escaped the enslavement (for all intents and purposes) and has the world laying before him.

I'm personally just so damn happy for him, that's all I know...

Hi Mistress of the Ancient Milky Way Empire.

As usual your spiritual coordinate system is right on target.  The young earthling has escaped the super structure and is now living the simple animal life looking for scooby snakes to take into his brain and to trade for more substances and experiences to take into this brain.   

After his physical form ends,  he will give upload his experiences to the all consuming warp engines of the great starship in the sky and rest until he beams back down to earth in a babies body to resume gathering more food for the great star ship in the sky. 

I love you and will remember you for many more lifetimes until we become little gods in working in the universal factory creating more stages for life and more life forms to act on those stages.   

I praise you Hi Mistress and wish you long life and prosperity from me and my people from aldebaaran. 

Armond Gilliam

(09-28-2018, 03:52 PM)Armond Gilliam Wrote: After his physical form ends,  he will give upload his experiences to the all consuming warp engines of the great starship in the sky and rest until he beams back down to earth in a babies body to resume gathering more food for the great star ship in the sky. 

Exceptionally well said, sir.

ok i just listen this . makes me super sad cuz i have known girls like kuntry , they have had the roughest of childhoods so of course are rough around the edges . her heart is broken and there is truth in all she says. I hate this because i like both her and zane and cueervo . people being stupid caused macs death and suffering . hopefully the damn donkey is tough as nails and i hope kuntry finds somebody that will appreciate her.

Yes, she loves dogs and I know, it’s sad that this happened. She’s got a good heart at the end of the day. I don’t really believe in making drama videos... however, I don’t get the vibe that she is attention whoring just to ride Zane’s coat tails like other people are with the drama surrounding this. I think she genuinely is just really sad and thought making a video was the right thing to do.

Wonder what the important live message is gonna be?!

He's giving us a sit-rep on Bonnie and the Mexican Adventure.

He's talking about his history of dreaming of being a treasure hunter.

Also discussing his plans for the future.

Deep discussion right here.

He's reflecting tonight, it's very interesting.

He said he's had a lot of time to think because he walked 22 miles.

13:00 really important statements here, Zane is thinking big picture stuff tonight.

21:00 it's a truly beautiful conversation.

Zane is so damn fascinating.

29:00 I'm so glad Zane made it through those dark times and is here with us today.

42:00 Zane is so awake... this is all so fucking beautiful to hear.

There's nothing better than a man who is free, and who has seen both sides to know how precious that freedom really is.

LMAO later in the broadcast after a couple hours he gets up and goes into WalMart. He's walking around smoking a cigar and talking to everyone in the livestream. He's carrying a metal bucket so he can get some water for Bonnie. LMFAO, it's just unbelievable. It's just... I cannot believe his LIFE, it's fucking CRAZZZYYY. Now he's at fucking Taco Bell in WalMart. This is fucking amazing.

This is EASILY the most legendary shit on YouTube. YT is so full of absolutely meaningless banality, this is a breath of fresh air in a room full of farts. He fucking owns the YouTube platform. Easily. He's so much bigger.

I wonder if a donkey can qualify as a therapy animal so zane can bring her into stores and restaurants .

LMFAO you really gotta love the blatant use of the word "illegal" in the video title...

18:00 ROFLMAO somebody in the livestream chat is talking about pissing on Bonnie's hooves to "kill bacteria and make them stronger"... I can just imagine Zane pissing all over Bonnie's hooves in the middle of the night.

Zane fucking walking through town with a fucking burro... Lord Jesus. I mean he's great with her but holy shit... it's just straight up unbelievable.

49:00 a guy stops to talk to Zane... I love what Zane's doing so much, his story is totally unique and fascinating.

Somebody in the livestream chat mentioned there's a cat. 4 hurricane heading for Mexico and will bring rain to a lot of those SW states.

So a few things I will say...

If Zane's heading into this Mexican adventure with a phone that has fucked up audio (can only use headphones mic), that's unfortunate. Open audio recording is a pretty important part of what he's doing (in case he wants to do interviews or just film environments). Not only that, but headphones can break, and they can be lost as well. If the phone doesn't work 100% as an independent unit... *shakes head*

Secondly, he needs to make sure he doesn't get too thin. It's just not good. Not when someone is exerting this much physical energy in everyday life. He looks great now. But if he gets all thin and fucked up during this excursion it's not gonna be enjoyable, for him or us. Going out on faith and sheer belief is one thing... but there must be balance. Just saying.

LMFAOOOLOLOL now he's set up camp, he's got the burro tied up and he's sitting right next to the fucking border wearing the MAGA hat. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. I mean you honest to God just cannot make this shit up.

Oh God now he's gonna drink the water out of the All American Canal... that sounds like liquid fucking regret to me, I'd rather drink my own piss.

He gets into a lengthy esoteric discussion after it gets dark. Some nice ASMR pillowtalk. He tells the story about one of his hardcore acid trips, same one he recounts in these vids:


He then discusses the timeline of mental breakdowns due to trauma in his personal life over the last few years, and the whole journey up to this point.

Zane is great because he knows the truth, he's seen behind the curtain, he knows what's going on, and he's known for a long time. And now he's LIVING by it.

Trauma of his personal life? Lol it’s all about him. I’m raped by him, he admits it. I have cancer, abandoned by my husband in my literal greatest time of need. He steals my pain cancer pills, I have to hide them from him. He doesn’t send us money. Yet it’s his trauma. My cancer was all about him. I have to raise 3 kids alone doing chemo with hardly any money, just the little money I get from the state. His fucking trauma my bald ass. God damn this shit pisses me off. You can see the turn happening though, people are starting to see the real him and they aren’t being nice about it. When he kills the donkey it will finally all be over. You see it, I know you do.

The fact that you won’t admit his trauma is sad and speaks volumes...

Even if you were mad enough to kill him, you should still be able to admit he’s been traumatized.

He’s doing the Forrest Gump run, processing trauma...

Complete with the red hat.

If you cannot admit his pain, then I don’t see why anybody should listen to you... just the same as you claim he should be invalidated.

The fact that you can’t admit my trauma invalidates anything you say then too. I guess we’re all just invalid with no trauma.

Nobody is invalidating your totally fucking obvious trauma... YOUR trauma is a GIVEN. His is emotional.

That's all I will say because I'm not one of the retards who blindly feeds into your mental manipulation, LMFAO...

I don't play that game for anybody, it's such low level idiot fodder.

It gets you through life... with morons.

Everyone invalidates me especially you and him. It’s always been about him. Some people don’t even believe I exist or I don’t have cancer or don’t believe cause I obviously should be dead alraedy. All I get from him is threats of violence, threats of stealing the kids to hurt me or pics of you. All you do is make excuses for him.

(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: Everyone invalidates me

Totally rude to all the people I've ever seen from his viewership sending their thoughts and prayers to you. This is simply a false statement... "everyone"? Come on.

(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: It’s always been about him.

Again, if he's so terrible, why did you stay with him? And why do you assert in one breath that your marriage "was" great, yet in the next breath name off all these terrible things about him?

(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: Some people don’t even believe I exist or I don’t have cancer or don’t believe cause I obviously should be dead alraedy.

Dude it's the internet. It's full of hysterical morons who thrive on "conspiracy theory" kinda crap like that... total paranoia and suspicion, minds running in circles all day and night. It's unfortunate... but that isn't personal toward you, they do that to everyone. About everything.

(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: All I get from him is threats of violence, threats of stealing the kids to hurt me or pics of you. All you do is make excuses for him.

At the end of the day, all he ever wanted was to have a happy life with you, and have a happy family, provide for the family, etc. I assure you. All the issues that he's had stem from long past trauma and feelings of abandonment and they stem from all these things being UNRESOLVED. He wants your love. Period. Bottom line. Then you got terminally ill and that was dashed against the rocks... as well as all the changes that come with the hormonal aspect of what you've been going through, I'd wager a bet that you're basically a different person (personality wise) now and with the way that you treat people. He's just deeply hurt... his life has been destroyed by all this and he hasn't felt recognized or understood or seen. It's not fair to act like this has only hurt you. If you die, he'll probably die too. Maybe it was in your soul contracts.

Some of us tried to come along and give him hope, and maybe it helped a little bit, but whether it's enough...

The problem with doing the "Forrest Gump Run" is that eventually, the trauma is integrated and processed, and there comes the time to stop...

And if you don't stop when it's time, you begin a vicious cycle...

Trauma, running, more trauma, more running, and on and on.

I've discussed all this before in prior threads about trauma...

"Trauma and Repressed Memories: It's a natural function only useful to a certain point"

http://www.sectual.com/thread-5490.html

(03-10-2018, 01:25 AM)Trix Wrote: And this is where the 'filing away' of traumatic memories in the dark recesses of the subconscious mind stops being beneficial. What then is the purpose of not remembering trauma after a certain point? Specifically before any damage can start being piled on top of that already existing trauma by way of the various harmful manifestations unresolved trauma presents?

Trauma can lead to a vicious cycle. Unresolved, repressed trauma can lead to an even more vicious cycle, fraught with dangerous mindsets and behaviors which can result in more trauma heaped on top of what was already there.

It wasn’t in our soul contracts. I wasn’t supossed to have children. I remember. You think I don’t want to run away sometimes? But my kids are my life. That’s why he threatens to take them from me while I’m alive. He knows what will hurt me the most. He has abandoned us and no longer supports us. As he said to punish me, well that punishes the kids too. Who does that? Why are his children not enough to live for, to support?? That’s why I tried to help get him sober, for them.

(09-30-2018, 02:13 PM)Guest Wrote: It wasn’t in our soul contracts. I wasn’t supossed to have children. I remember.

Hmmm...

Nothing happens that isn't supposed to happen.

The only valid purpose there could be for your recollection of not being meant to have children is so that you can consciously reflect on that concept, during your life.

(09-30-2018, 02:13 PM)Guest Wrote: But my kids are my life. That’s why he threatens to take them from me while I’m alive. He knows what will hurt me the most.

It's all a bunch of lashing out in pain... you don't see that because you have all these blocks up that automatically invalidate his pain. I'm not saying it should be easy for you to deal with, but I am saying have some understanding of what you're dealing with.

(09-30-2018, 02:13 PM)Guest Wrote: He has abandoned us and no longer supports us. As he said to punish me, well that punishes the kids too. Who does that? Why are his children not enough to live for, to support??

Now we know that's not true...

We know he sends you the money from YouTube.

It's even on paper, there's just no reason to assert that he doesn't support you guys with his income.