I think it's time to start drinkin'...

[GXT]

4:20 Even if it is a vase, it could be cut in half and be a glass... which makes it a glass? Wife says no, small vase... which seems logical. Unless he's a magician, which seems possible. He has the confidence.

6:06 Is that a plasma lighter? Lol threads may be colliding!

19:17 Dunno man, that fruit juice is straight sugar!

20:45 It is some good ass juice tho... mango and tangerine from Aldi

[Luscious Atari]

The orange sauce on his chin, the napkin wipe and toss of said napkin off-frame... made me feel sick to my stomach.

Good christ. 

"Yeah, boy..."

No, boy.

It reminded me of the dude in Monty Python's Meaning of Life... the mint... the explosion... that's this guy... waiting to happen... fuck... I feel nauseous... literally... 

[Mister Obvious]

Dude...

The idea of drinking right now makes me wanna straight up vomit. Like projectile.

I am so sickened...

Lmao.

I cannot believe I drank MOST of what I bought, that's nuts. What the fuck was I thinking???

I really did. I drank ALMOST ALL OF IT.

I'm gagging.

[Mister Obvious]

[Mister Obvious]

But the interesting thing is that this stint into drinking lasted about as long as the whole brandy thing did...

It goes on for roughly a month long window of time.

I'm glad I have this site as a historical record to study these patterns, maybe eventually I can recognize my various retarded tendencies when they cycle around again.

[Mister Obvious]

I mean the whole drinking thing isn't THAT retarded... alcohol is about as old as humanity itself probably.

It's just for me PERSONALLY... it's sooo bad for my health, for real. I'm sure it's bad for everyone, but for me the negative impacts seem to be multiplied.

For example, about 3 weeks into the nightly drinking, I started having heartburn about an hour in. It took weeks for it to start causing that reaction, but it's a just the negative effects piling on.

That said, I feel like the safest and least damaging way to approach alcohol is prolly just red wine. There've been times when I enjoyed some red wine nightly for like a 2 week period, and there really weren't any negative effects.

So in the future if I feel like I wanna tie one on, it's gonna be red wine. That's it.

I probably won't swing back around to that desire for another year or so, especially not after what the fuck I just got done doing. I'm effing disgusted.

[Mister Obvious]

And TBH, like I've said on other threads...

My posts on this site are sometimes THE ONLY WAY I'm able to remember certain periods of my life.

Guaranteed, the past month has gone into a vacuum that I absolutely WOULD NOT be able to recall if I hadn't been posting here all the time.

[Mister Obvious]

I will come across things I have LITERALLY NO MEMORY of saying like a year from now, and it's kind of exciting.

Everybody should do this. I mean if a public digital diary isn't your speed, just write it down manually...

I don't like physically writing though, my penmanship is crap and it hurts my hand.

[GXT]

Not sure if the algorithm was trying to make me drink more or quit altogether... but at least Tony-Yo-Man made me lol

[Mister Obvious]

YouTube was made for people like Tony.

11:50 it just feels like you're hanging out, listening to wild old stories from a friend or your crazy uncle.

This is the beauty of humanity right here.