He just needs to think about his kids more geeez I mean ive been through this shit to when I was younger.
Running around all over the place like a moron while she was caring for our kids.
Wtf was wrong with me? Probably my mother dying but still I should have taken more responsibility.
I eventually did but only when we split. I should have done it before then. He needs to do it fucking NOW. Before it is to late.
She’s just trying to save herself. Now if it had been Cal or you or me or mojo. Maybe.
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That is so fuckin cool how do you even think of or find this shit? You are so fucking amazing.
And I can understand that. Well not the gun part, what if he misses?!? Not to say I’m suicidal just that I understand the feeling and notion.
But we aren’t 80 with grown children. Someone has to raise the children first.
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(07-30-2018, 10:06 PM)Guest Wrote: But we aren’t 80 with grown children. Someone has to raise the children first.
So true.
Sorry I got all jealous and ruined that. As one of my favorite Japanese phrases shikata ga nai says
“it can't be helped”
I can wait. I’ll be watching. :) and sending down all my love.
IE grace:
“Riding The Cosmic Wave: “You can be carried further by the cosmic wave than you by your own efforts. Where you are going cannot be attained by effort. The effort, the discipline, prepares us for the leap, but after the leap, we are no longer sustained by our efforts but by forces greater than us, the forces of love itself. You are stepping towards the edge, preparing to leap and let the cosmic wave of love carry you forward. You shall be moved through grace into the new world awaiting you.”
Not doubting your intuitive. Just having fun.
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The person receiving the reading is always encouraged to follow their own intuition and research as it regards the messages... the reader won't pick up on everything, and often input from the reader is to serve a synchronistic function; some things resonate, some things don't.
(07-31-2018, 12:50 AM)Trix Wrote: The person receiving the reading is always encouraged to follow their own intuition and research as it regards the messages... the reader won't pick up on everything, and often input from the reader is to serve a synchronistic function; some things resonate, some things don't.
Yeah I noticed this, one has to just say nah or yeah, its in your own soul, its for everyone and everyone is not the same.
But they sure do resonate with me a lot it takes a bit of deciphering though.
I can’t edit but the other version is sho ga nai. Which is more fun to say and rolls off easier.
Sho ga nai.
Oh and I was always a crazy jealous person. I couldn’t hide that If I tried. Lol
Meh I am who I am.
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I don't get people who aren't jealous...
I think it's a myth.
There are people who claim they're not the jealous type...
But how the fuck can anybody not be jealous when they're emotionally invested in somebody? Come on.
There's psychotic jealous and then there's regular jealous...
I guess.
I wonder which I am? Lol don’t answer that!
I mean like I’ve never boiled any bunnies or anything.
Do you know which you are? Just curious.
What exactly defines psychotic?
(07-31-2018, 01:02 AM)Trix Wrote: I don't get people who aren't jealous...
I think it's a myth.
There are people who claim they're not the jealous type...
But how the fuck can anybody not be jealous when they're emotionally invested in somebody? Come on.
There's psychotic jealous and then there's regular jealous...
I guess.
Its an emotion babe if you learn why it occurs you don't have to be like that.
"Your jealousy is obnoxious" Didn't you say this to me once? lolllllllllllllllollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll -> causes the Pareidolia
*No longer bes Jealous just admires the Pixxie*
And actually for a long time I was pretty secure in my jealousy. Cause I knew I knew he would always be there for me and he only wanted me. It curbed a lot of it. I mean yes it was inherent in me and would pop out sometimes unwanted. But now... everything is rocked to my core of knowing. So it comes out. Not proud. Or intentional.
TrixxieMunchkin its Tuesday here can we get married? Don't we only get married on Tuesday?
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I have a sordid history of being a psychotically jealous person, but only within a physical relationship.
If I'm living with you, sleeping with you, sharing my life and my body with you...
You better be respecting me adequately or I will not waste my time with you.
It's a sacrifice for me to have to live with somebody and put up with somebody, I like freedom and aloneness...
I will not deal with somebody who activates my jealousy on a regular basis.
Having said that, in the perfect situation where I enjoy more than enough freedom for my needs... I could be capable of sharing my partner with someone else, as long as I never had to see/hear about, or in any other way deal with the other person. In such a scenario, I'd likely need supplementary lovers as well... if he's having them, I should be able to as well.
So for me...
It's directly tied to freedom.
If we live together and we're together all the time, then you better not make me jealous.
If we only see each other every now and then, I don't give a fuck what you do as long as you keep it to yourself, and you don't catch AIDS.
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(07-31-2018, 01:12 AM)Fungi Wrote: TrixxieMunchkin its Tuesday here can we get married? Don't we only get married on Tuesday?
We don't ONLY get married on Tuesdays.
But we do get married on Tuesdays...
Gnomesayin'?
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(07-31-2018, 01:10 AM)Guest Wrote: But now... everything is rocked to my core of knowing. So it comes out. Not proud. Or intentional.
Hey I don't blame you...
If that was my man and he was galavanting around with some chick (any chick), I'd be going nuts.
LMFAO, FUCKING nuts.
But...
I think it's important to look at the reasons he's doing what he's doing.
I don't think this guy was ever unfaithful previous to this whole death scare.
I think this is a new thing...
And I think it's directly tied to trying to figure out if there's any hope in case you do die.
COULD he love someone else...
COULD he find the will to live if there was someone else he could share his life with?
If it wasn't after midnight and I wasn't deliriously tired, I probably wouldn't be leveling like this...
But psychologically, let's call it for what it is.
Zane has attempted to see if there's any other woman out there who could inspire him to continue living in the event that he loses you...
And so far, it's been a big negatory.
Unless Country is his soulmate or something...
LMFAO, in that case...
Maybe you should start dating hon.
I probably would if I were you and my man started doing this kinda shit.
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