12-14-2019, 11:14 AM
I've said everything I thought, I've expressed myself adequately, I've done everything that I dreamed of (besides the super outlandish stupid shit that probably wouldn't end up being great like I thought it would anyway)...
I consider myself done.
But if I had listened to and tried to fulfill society's expectations, I'd have spent almost none of my time entertaining my own desires and needs...
I would be nowhere near close to being fulfilled in my personal aims at this stage of my life, and would likely have no impetus to do so with the rest of my life because I would be brainwashed and beaten down by society's indoctrination.
I consider myself done.
But if I had listened to and tried to fulfill society's expectations, I'd have spent almost none of my time entertaining my own desires and needs...
I would be nowhere near close to being fulfilled in my personal aims at this stage of my life, and would likely have no impetus to do so with the rest of my life because I would be brainwashed and beaten down by society's indoctrination.
