I WISH I WAS IN MO'S DIARY...LOL

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I had a dream last night. I went to bed at 4am and awoke when I slammed the side of my face into a wall in the hallway of my home in the dark. So I was out of body and suddenly awake. Then an entity grabbed me by the throat. It must have slammed my head against the wall. It was a real physical sensation even though I was out of body. I had no fear because I have been grabbed by the neck yeeears ago in a similar experience but there’s more to that, so this time I was just simply curious and observed with no fear whatsoever. The previous time I was petrified. This time immediately upon being grabbed by the throat I was grabbed by the balls as well. It wasn’t painful but the astral being or succubi or whatever had quite an intense grip. I was then immediately face down in my bed in the position I laid down to sleep and it’s voice was right up close to my left ear as if inside my ear drum and I just observed and listened. I couldn’t see the entity at any stage and it was pitch black but the voice was female or childlike and soft making an extended ‘aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa’ sound in my ear. Then I slowly emerged fully into the physical and just laid there observing the sensation of the aftermath of the grip on my balls and reflecting on what just happened. I didn’t feel like moving or just realised that I simply couldn’t, so I just laid there for a while, then finally had a stretch and fell back to sleep till midday. My ball sack still feels heated yet cooled, is the best way to describe it. I was about to make a video about this but I figured that may be the beginning of a shame cycle. Anonymity exists for a reason. Duh. It was a physical experience even though it was in the dream state. These beings or this being has a way of overlapping the two dimensions upon one another, superimposed, usually by petrifying the body which is I believe what occurred but it’s effect wasn’t as powerful this time as I was able to snap out of it relatively soon in my bed whereas previously it would take quite a while to build up the strength to shift my body into being able to physically move after the experience of the astral-physical choke-hold for want of a nicer term, by releasing and submerging the opposing dimensions into their separate domains.