10-06-2020, 12:02 AM
(10-05-2020, 11:29 PM)somethingelseishere Wrote: The simple fact that you can identify that while you DO hear these sounds/voices
it's clear to you that they are not real. That should take a load off your mind!
It does...
But it's hard not to act totally fucking annoyed by hearing them, because the truth is that IT IS totally fucking annoying.
It's like getting your alerts set off over and over and over again...
It becomes very tiring.
You know like how it feels when somebody scares you on purpose for fun? That shit doesn't happen in the adult world too often, lmao, but I'm sure it happened to everyone as kids.
But it's that same kind of feeling, only not as intense because nobody's jumping out and going "Boo!" triggering ALL your defenses at once.
This is just a vague version of that.
When it happens over and over again as the day wears on though man...
It is very annoying.
Tonight I'm very tired, and before I got in bed, it was just happening at every point and turn.
It was a mad rush to turn on my fan and get in bed so I can sleep this off and hope that cures it.
Or at least majorly take the edge off.
It hasn't been totally curing me for the past several days though, and that sucks.
I'd like to wake up tomorrow refreshed and not have this start happening again.
