10-09-2020, 07:41 AM
My internal dialogue has gotten weird too.
It was always pretty dissociated, I've always been referred to by my inner voice as "You" instead of "I" for example. I dunno if it's that way for everybody.
But lastnight there was a lot of chatter.
I dunno, it's hard to explain.
At a certain point, it was a few "inner voices", but one main femaleish voice that was talking about me to another voice that didn't really say much.
But the main one was basically making fun of me... it wasn't super hurtful or anything, and it didn't even really make sense. But the tone of it was poking fun at me and demonstrating what I was like by putting something on a chair and pointing at it and laughing to the other voice about it.
It was abstract and stupid because I was falling asleep at the time, so it had sort of a nonsense dream quality to it, but I wasn't asleep yet.
It was always pretty dissociated, I've always been referred to by my inner voice as "You" instead of "I" for example. I dunno if it's that way for everybody.
But lastnight there was a lot of chatter.
I dunno, it's hard to explain.
At a certain point, it was a few "inner voices", but one main femaleish voice that was talking about me to another voice that didn't really say much.
But the main one was basically making fun of me... it wasn't super hurtful or anything, and it didn't even really make sense. But the tone of it was poking fun at me and demonstrating what I was like by putting something on a chair and pointing at it and laughing to the other voice about it.
It was abstract and stupid because I was falling asleep at the time, so it had sort of a nonsense dream quality to it, but I wasn't asleep yet.
