10-09-2020, 12:52 PM
(10-09-2020, 07:41 AM)Mister Obvious Wrote: It was always pretty dissociated, I've always been referred to by my inner voice as "You" instead of "I" for example. I dunno if it's that way for everybody.
i get that a lot, it's either 'you' or 'we.'
i've lately found myself in a thing in which i'm singing repetitive lyrics about one of our cats to a few different styles of songs i currently dig. over and over. sometimes like an hour straight. in moments of self reflection, i'm somewhat concerned about this. it reminds me of being really depressed and having the same hurtful broken record playing... but this time it's not a bad, hurtful thing. speaking of him, he just walked up to me with trills of affection.
have you had your ears checked out recently? i know i sure haven't, and i know for sure i've suffered some damage from loud noises. as i've accumulated that damage, i have had more instances of thinking i'm hearing something when i'm not. my hearing gets super sensitive when i'm gettin stoned, which can make this worse.