06-06-2021, 06:22 PM
i used to talk about a set of experiences i had during my heavy meditation phases. the experiences were so powerful that i was physically unable to speak of them, it took me a few years to be able to get the words out. it's still difficult to this day. i was never able to find anything remotely describing what i experienced.
it's not even a proper thing to say. `i touched enlightenment.` <— guaranteed way to get the construct to slap you around a bit.
and yet, i turned my light, bloomed my golden flower, and caught an unstable pearl of the sun.
having changed, merged, and steeped... it wants to bloom again, but ...going the other way? how can i interpret that? the conquering of the lower body allowing reception of the higher self, the soul, a godspark. this was a highly introverted process. an... extroverted meditation? can the pearl be stabilized into a permanent source of Radiance? is that what the golden circles around people's heads in old paintings symbolizes?
to become a living tuning fork of the anointed consciousness.
it's not even a proper thing to say. `i touched enlightenment.` <— guaranteed way to get the construct to slap you around a bit.
and yet, i turned my light, bloomed my golden flower, and caught an unstable pearl of the sun.
having changed, merged, and steeped... it wants to bloom again, but ...going the other way? how can i interpret that? the conquering of the lower body allowing reception of the higher self, the soul, a godspark. this was a highly introverted process. an... extroverted meditation? can the pearl be stabilized into a permanent source of Radiance? is that what the golden circles around people's heads in old paintings symbolizes?
to become a living tuning fork of the anointed consciousness.
