03-17-2017, 11:22 PM
I just ran across these videos because on one of my YouTube channels I've watched a lot of schizophrenia documentaries and channels about the topic, so this kind of stuff comes up in the recommended area...
This is the realest shit ever, YouTube is an unbelievable goldmine for human behavioral and psychological study.
And of course this girl also chainsmokes in her videos.
It's intense. All I can say is wow.
Shit is sad.
GOTTA be fragmented personality as a result of trauma.
You have that fused with all the other sci-fi type suspicions humans have, such as "life is a computer program" or "we're all in stasis and it's a dream".
The torment! WTF!
Really fascinating.
Sounds like a SHITLOAD of unincorporated trauma.
I flip-flop back and forth on what I think causes this... I think it's a combination of things.
But in 5:30 of that last video, she talks about how she has trouble falling asleep and staying asleep... maybe that has something to do with the malfunctioning gland in the brain that works with REM sleep.
All these schizophrenics I've run across on YouTube, in the documentaries and on their own channels... they all seem to have well above average intelligence. If it just boils down to a malfunction in the brain, or childhood trauma... then why are they usually super intelligent? If it was just a matter of a malfunction or trauma, then there would be schizophrenics at varying degrees of intelligence. I'm trying to think of an example of a schizophrenic who I wouldn't consider 'intelligent' (when they're halfway making sense) and I just draw a blank.
This is the realest shit ever, YouTube is an unbelievable goldmine for human behavioral and psychological study.
And of course this girl also chainsmokes in her videos.
It's intense. All I can say is wow.
Shit is sad.
GOTTA be fragmented personality as a result of trauma.
You have that fused with all the other sci-fi type suspicions humans have, such as "life is a computer program" or "we're all in stasis and it's a dream".
The torment! WTF!
Really fascinating.
Sounds like a SHITLOAD of unincorporated trauma.
I flip-flop back and forth on what I think causes this... I think it's a combination of things.
But in 5:30 of that last video, she talks about how she has trouble falling asleep and staying asleep... maybe that has something to do with the malfunctioning gland in the brain that works with REM sleep.
All these schizophrenics I've run across on YouTube, in the documentaries and on their own channels... they all seem to have well above average intelligence. If it just boils down to a malfunction in the brain, or childhood trauma... then why are they usually super intelligent? If it was just a matter of a malfunction or trauma, then there would be schizophrenics at varying degrees of intelligence. I'm trying to think of an example of a schizophrenic who I wouldn't consider 'intelligent' (when they're halfway making sense) and I just draw a blank.
