04-01-2022, 03:14 PM
Fuck everyone who makes Kelli feel this way.
She was abandoned at birth by people she's had to spend the rest of her life being curious about.
She was adopted by people who she had to balance her love/appreciation for with that curiosity about her "real" biological donors.
She can't speak with her adoptive mother anymore due to dementia, or maybe she passed away entirely, regardless it's pretty much the same thing.
So the only people who were EVER legitimately kind and loving to her (to whatever degree) since she was a child are now UNREACHABLE.
She spent her early adult life until the age of 50 slaving away for ungrateful people who treated her like shit.
She FINALLY escaped because SHE HAD TO if she wanted to fucking live, she was suicidal, she was DONE not being heard, she was DONE not being appreciated, she was DONE being used and fucked and screwed.
Now she's living alone (in a state with weather that I would personally never fucking accept) trying to make ends meet.
She's STILL being betrayed by people who are supposed to love her, ANYTIME she lets them in.
The one thing I hope for Kelli is that she CAN be independent for THE REST of her life and NEVER have to depend on or even deal with the people in her past who NEVER appreciated who she was, NEVER could admit that she was right, and only shit talk her amongst themselves and claim she's nuts.
Kelli has NO SUPPORT IN LIFE, aside from the people online who she's literally DRAGGED THE GLOBAL POND for the past decade in order to FIND. They are intellectual support, somewhat emotional support, spiritual support...
But beyond that, Kelli stands ALONE.
And I hope that she ALWAYS can.
