05-05-2022, 07:14 PM
1:00 lmao they literally cut her off amidst her meandering "flowery speech" (to quote Dr. Curry) and basically say she's bullshitting around instead of answering the damn question.
Sounds like on this particular flight, Amber was goading Johnny so hard that he started howling in mental and emotional pain. It must be so hard for him to sit there and have to relive all this trauma. It's so sad.
It's typical narcissistic behavior, push and prod someone until they have a mental breakdown and then act like THEY'RE the crazy one. She pushed him into a breakdown and then pulled out the recording device when peak upset had been reached in him.
He was literally having a panic attack.
1:26 she goes on to basically say that she wanted this recording of his breakdown so that she could play it for him again the next time she engaged him in a fight. It's such a hardcore case of emotional/psychological abuse, it's really hard to watch. It's very upsetting. She's sick in the head man.
1:50 "I'll sustain the objection"... in that moment, Amber knows she's fucked for sure. It hits her like a ton of bricks, and notice her body language, she adjusts her jacket and tries to compose herself and deal with those emotions. She just absolutely knows she's screwed. Judge ain't buying it, jury ain't buying it... in fact at this point I think it's safe to say that almost everyone in that room is disgusted that this is just an extension of Amber's abuse toward Johnny, a final run before it's over for good.
3:09 oh my God this is so sad. It makes my stomach turn. Those sounds Johnny is making are hallmark of an abused child who tries to hear his own voice just to know he's still real and that he still exists. It's like a primordial roar of pure emotion, like in the days before modern language existed, I've discussed this before: https://www.sectual.com/post-126213.html#pid126213
3:15 he's trying so hard to soothe himself and it's a way to fight back against the aggression, but without actually acting out in a physical way. All I've seen in this case so far is nothing but evidence that Johnny basically never reacts to abuse with any physical force, and this is the same way he handled things when he was a kid. He just goes quiet, endures the pain, then tries to escape the area. In these clips, HE'S ON A PLANE though. He CAN'T escape from her, which is why he had this mental breakdown and ultimately locked himself in the bathroom. It was the only way he could escape her. She probably LOVED these instances of being on a plane where he couldn't get away. It's honestly heartbreaking.
3:20 look at her shaking her head as if it's disgraceful behavior from him or something. What a cruel psycho. Does she really see it that way?? My God, it's horrifying to think that she may truly not even see what she did wrong. Literally, it's a recording of Johnny trying to release this emotional pain with these mournful, nonsensical sounds, trying to keep her away from him, trying to keep EVERYONE away from him, trying to GROUND himself and make himself feel secure, trying to get the pain out somehow. It's so fucking sad.
3:28 he's fucking tortured and tormented in this moment. It's like he's having a feverish bad dream, he's moaning in agony saying "No, no"... it's absolutely upsetting.
3:38 it's a situation of him being in essentially a public place, getting berated by his abuser, then finally having enough of it, NOT being able to escape, and trying to cope in any way he can. If he was drunk, he was absolutely driven to it with no other choice. Fucking hell... I don't know anybody who wouldn't wanna take the edge off in a situation like that. And if he gets drunk and passes out, my God, at least he'll be unconscious. It's called ESCAPE.
I hope that Johnny enjoys a good and peaceful long life after this is over, and that he never falls prey to someone like Amber Heard again.
