05-05-2022, 08:04 PM
1:10 I appreciate that they keep objecting whenever she's been confusedly rambling on about nothing for too long.
1:36 finally they're calling out all the "feelings" and "emotions" for what they are... just freaking obnoxious obfuscatory bullshit. But if it weren't for her detailing all her totally warped perceptions and feelings, there would be nothing for her to talk about.
3:30 why would this be a part where you even cry?? For real. I don't get it. She's so dramatic and it makes no sense. It's like she's just trying to look and sound as pitiful as she possibly can.
4:16 look how triggered she gets that Johnny is over there looking unfazed. It crawls all over her. Apparently early on Johnny swore never to let her make eye contact with him again and to never react to her prodding. People are saying that's why he's not looking at her. It's the right choice... he's protecting himself from her abuse to the best of his abilities in this extremely sensitive situation.
6:26 it really bothers him when she mentions his sister. I heard she mentioned his daughter too at one point and everyone roasted her nuts about it, I dunno, I didn't hear that clip and it's not like I'm gonna go looking for it. It's just totally offensive to start bringing people's family into things, but as we just saw, Amber's got no sense. She threw her own dad under the bus. It's called a total lack of empathy, and it's a hallmark trait of narcissism and other personality disorders.
8:20 maybe it's because she kept him up and exhausted him with constant arguments. Narcissistic abusers love to sleep deprive their victims.
8:30 he constantly smoked to self-soothe and he probably took pain killers and drank alcohol for all the same reasons. She talks about him smoking like it's a damning and reprehensible inherently abusive activity or something.
9:40 remember how I mentioned above that Johnny's behavior on that plane trip audio was like he was having a feverish nightmare? Well she literally says right here that he was so upset and emotionally distraught that he would wake up crying... and all the while she's still trying to paint HERSELF as the victim. It's absolutely deplorable.
10:40 soooo like... is all this pain med use around the same time that she SEVERED HIS FUCKING FINGER AND PUT A CIGARETTE OUT ON HIS FACE, JUST CURIOUS?????
10:50 lol look at him, he's just like, "Damn this chick is just too much."
11:00 nah Amber, my guess is that he was taking a lot so that he could endure your fucking abuse, just like he did when he was a kid and started taking the medication to deal with the abuse from his mother.
11:15 what's agonizing is looking at your overly dramatic facial expressions while you talk, God man I dunno how much more of this shit I can watch today.
11:50 it's so creepy how she was just going around taking photos of him while he slept. He doesn't lash out.. he tries to disappear. That's how he's always reacted to abuse.
