01-30-2018, 02:51 AM
4:00 the heck is she rubbing on her face? Is she putting on foundation with a brush?? It looks like a scrub brush, like one of those body brushes. But a mini one. I've never seen that before.
She's gonna hang out in this exact spot, for more than an hour, and talk to us.
I can't wrap my head around livestreaming. I just think it's crazy. Like... if something happens in the background, the whole freaking video is tainted. What if you accidentally have boogers flying or something? Whole video ruined, there's like nothing you can do. I just absolutely cannot relate to or recommend livestreaming. And besides, people always interact with the audience during livestreaming, which is obnoxious for everyone who views the video later. Which is the bulk of people who will ever see the video. They say hello to people, say viewers' names, and all this silly crap that is completely a waste of time for anyone watching the video later. I just don't appreciate that. It's fine to livestream SOMETIMES... but ALL videos being a damn livestream? Ugh. Fuck that noise. Now, I don't have a HUGE problem with Kelli livestreaming. She is pretty good at it. But other YouTubers, not so much. Some are good at it and don't waste a lot of time, others just aren't. All in all I say fuck livestreaming.
Moving along...
At around 12:00, Kelli basically admits that her NDE was a much better experience than taking ayahuasca. Think about that for a sec, folks. SHE FUCKING DIED. And it was better than taking ayahuasca. ROFLMAOLOLOL. Hey no offense to ayahuasca, no offense to that sacred process... I am just saying. From the experience Kelli's sharing here, it would appear that the natural gift of an 'elevated experience' that Kelli was given (her NDE) was the experience that gave her the CORRECT SETTINGS that she NEEDED to see EVERYTHING she needed to see and understand from that point on. Well color me shocked, ya don't fuckin' say!
It's just like I said in the former post... Kelli's settings were fine, and then she had to go and do ayahuasca on top of it. What did she think? Did she think it would bring her back to that place she had been in the NDE? Did she think the experiences would be even remotely similar? Obviously it was in the cards for her to do the ayahuasca... because she did it. But I think it's sort of unfortunate that she had never done these hallucinogens in her youth instead of doing them now that she's older. I think everyone should get that out of the way when they're young. But regardless of that... the FACT is that Kelli's NDE was a tailored experience, just for her, and was the perfect way her mind was to be opened and expanded. It worked. It was great. It was perfect. But then she went and took ayahuasca. And not that anything could ever 'overwrite' her NDE, or tinge that memory... I think it's fair to say that now she's had experiences as a result of the ayahuasca that have confused her, or at the very least, left her unsatisfied and disappointed. Most certainly, it's left her no better off in her 'fear' of the matrix.
14:40 ruh roh... yup. Childhood trauma. See, that's where the 'fear' that Kelli has surrounding the matrix actually stems from.
21:20 she claims that she wants to do it again that it was the 'best' experience she's 'ever had'. That is BS right there. For sure. That is absolutely BS. And there's gotta be a reason specific to what was revealed about herself as to why she claims this.
22:15 dude her husband (I assume that's who keeps interrupting her) is SOOO fucking annoying. She was hiding in the closet in the beginning of this video just like she always used to at the start of her channel. Symbolically that says a lot. Like I said... old, super old trauma still stalking her and manifesting in her life, and that's one of the ways it shows.
25:50 dude I'd never be down with doing ayahuasca... LOL. And you don't just remember and then 'get rid of' traumas that have been repressed. That shit comes in waves... it is never dealt with all at once.
28:45 I totally can't hate on the reasoning Kelli gives for doing ayahuasca though, it's a pretty good explanation and reasoning.
30:20 LMAO I would NOT wanna be the guy dealing with all these people screaming whilst tripping on ayahuasca, ROFLMAO.
33:10 LOL having her husband there sounds like a bad idea, he always fucks everything up. LMAO. Maybe I'm too hard on him. But he sounds like he sucks. If I was Kelli I wouldn't be taking him with me next time.
38:30 she's right, just another reason why TV sucks dick and balls and is fucking dead.
39:27 well said... so well said.
This video is so much better than the other one she made. It seems like sorting through the data afterward (between the time she made this video, and the time she made the previously posted newer one) has changed the perception of her ayahuasca experience.
46:45 VERY interesting.
47:26 oh wow, Kelli was adopted. How interesting. I always think it's pretty fascinating when I hear that about people.
Definitely a great video.
Kelli makes me wish I was a fucking ginger though for realz.
57:20 - 58:02 ah man, that was so great. Word, Kelli, word!
It makes me wonder who Kelli's bio parents were and what their story was. Must have been some tripped out shit!
1:03:15 very interesting... Kelli gives us some jewels, that's for sure.
Totally excellent. Totally amazing. Fucking straight up love Kelli.
1:08:00 - 1:08:48 so well said, so true, so powerful.
