01-30-2018, 08:32 PM
It just seems strange to me that Lucian's destiny is to sit in that SHITTY room for years upon years and literally rot away...
He's literally rotting away.
What could ever be the purpose behind that life, what is somebody supposed to learn from living that life?
It would be different if Luci WASN'T crazy. He would be making the choice to sit there for all that time and rot away.
But he's CRAZY. He's totally in La La Land. All the time. Out of his fucking MIND. He has no concept of REALITY.
So what the hell is the purpose??
I mean I'm just sort of bitter about it because it's fucked up...
I guess the delusions Luci has are totally real to him and in that way, the purpose behind his perception is totally validated.
But he knows things are all messed up too because he's upset about his teeth and being stuck with his grandma. So it's not all delusional dolphins and rainbows for Luci... he knows somewhere deep down below the insanity that something is wrong.
He's literally rotting away.
What could ever be the purpose behind that life, what is somebody supposed to learn from living that life?
It would be different if Luci WASN'T crazy. He would be making the choice to sit there for all that time and rot away.
But he's CRAZY. He's totally in La La Land. All the time. Out of his fucking MIND. He has no concept of REALITY.
So what the hell is the purpose??
I mean I'm just sort of bitter about it because it's fucked up...
I guess the delusions Luci has are totally real to him and in that way, the purpose behind his perception is totally validated.
But he knows things are all messed up too because he's upset about his teeth and being stuck with his grandma. So it's not all delusional dolphins and rainbows for Luci... he knows somewhere deep down below the insanity that something is wrong.
