05-06-2018, 11:14 PM
(05-06-2018, 11:04 PM)Trix Wrote: Well hon, I wish the best for you and Zane...
Quite clearly you two have a lot of karma together, probably involvements from past lives...
It's a concept that annoys some people, but, it's widely believed that we all made 'soul contracts', and before incarnating in this life, we agreed on exactly what would take place (and between who, where, etc).
Anyway, I think it would be beneficial to think of Zane as something of a pioneer.
A gold obsessed pioneer, misplaced in time.
Some wires got crossed when he was incarnating, it was supposed to be the 1800s...
But it turned out to be the modern day, so he had to pioneer with the internet instead of founding land in the wild west or some shit...
I dunno, I guess all I'm trying to say is, the guy has his own destiny and everybody signed on the dotted line before they got to this earth plane party.
I truly believe that... I think it's all destiny, I think it's all exactly the way it's supposed to be. I believe that for all of us.
I do believe a version of that also. When I got sick I remembered a lot of things. Things like picking my mom to be my mom before I was born.
We all still have choice and free will though.
I was destined to be here a short time, I tried to remind myself not to have kids but it happened. They are the lights of my life but I’m still devistated I can’t be here for them.
I think Zane was destined to be a traveler or something like that. Unfortunately he met me and decided he wanted to go straight and narrow and do the whole family thing. I just wish he would have been true to himself and me and saved us both a lot of heartache.
