05-11-2018, 08:39 PM
despite being on the internet as long as i have, there are a number of internal experiences that i've had that i have not seen written or spoken about anywhere. so it makes perfect sense i'd come up with stuff that doesn't resonate that well with others. if i didn't have these experiences, and read/heard about them, i'd be highly skeptical. dreaming the future over 1000 times, consciously viewing the future [and then the past] through the fractal of time dozens of times, strayin so far from one's body into the void, past the void, and nearly to the infinite core almost killing the organism through focus and intent alone... this shit is out there man, lol. but, that's my internal experience.
i do get what you're saying... but it's so... bland, boring, and limited. not what you're saying is that, but the system you describe are those things, in my view. it leads me to very nihilistic thoughts. it sounds like a jail.
i wish i could share some of my internal experiences with you directly.
i do get what you're saying... but it's so... bland, boring, and limited. not what you're saying is that, but the system you describe are those things, in my view. it leads me to very nihilistic thoughts. it sounds like a jail.
i wish i could share some of my internal experiences with you directly.
