05-13-2018, 01:46 AM
I think maybe you forget or don’t quite understand what stage 4 breast cancer is. It’s ok most ppl don’t, they think hey you can cut off your boobs get some chemo-done. Let me clarify. I have bone mets which means my cancer has spread to my bones, like all of my bones. The chemo I get is maintenance. We focus on my quality of life right now. My neck is fractured, my spine is fractured in multiple spots. I’m fatigued 100% of my day everyday. I was severely anemic and almost had to have a blood transfusion but luckily my numbers are going back up. I’m dizzy. I get nauseous and will randomly dry heave in public. I can walk now thanks to pain drugs, I couldn’t before. I will die in a year maybe 2 if I’m lucky. And I get the wonderful stress of all this. And worrying will my kids lose both their parents. They are the victims of all this stupid cancer and bullshit. They are so smart and beautiful and funny, like for real they are way more smart and beautiful than any of your kids. Just kidding (kinda). They deserve so much more.
