07-31-2018, 01:10 AM
And actually for a long time I was pretty secure in my jealousy. Cause I knew I knew he would always be there for me and he only wanted me. It curbed a lot of it. I mean yes it was inherent in me and would pop out sometimes unwanted. But now... everything is rocked to my core of knowing. So it comes out. Not proud. Or intentional.
