07-31-2018, 01:13 AM
I have a sordid history of being a psychotically jealous person, but only within a physical relationship.
If I'm living with you, sleeping with you, sharing my life and my body with you...
You better be respecting me adequately or I will not waste my time with you.
It's a sacrifice for me to have to live with somebody and put up with somebody, I like freedom and aloneness...
I will not deal with somebody who activates my jealousy on a regular basis.
Having said that, in the perfect situation where I enjoy more than enough freedom for my needs... I could be capable of sharing my partner with someone else, as long as I never had to see/hear about, or in any other way deal with the other person. In such a scenario, I'd likely need supplementary lovers as well... if he's having them, I should be able to as well.
So for me...
It's directly tied to freedom.
If we live together and we're together all the time, then you better not make me jealous.
If we only see each other every now and then, I don't give a fuck what you do as long as you keep it to yourself, and you don't catch AIDS.
If I'm living with you, sleeping with you, sharing my life and my body with you...
You better be respecting me adequately or I will not waste my time with you.
It's a sacrifice for me to have to live with somebody and put up with somebody, I like freedom and aloneness...
I will not deal with somebody who activates my jealousy on a regular basis.
Having said that, in the perfect situation where I enjoy more than enough freedom for my needs... I could be capable of sharing my partner with someone else, as long as I never had to see/hear about, or in any other way deal with the other person. In such a scenario, I'd likely need supplementary lovers as well... if he's having them, I should be able to as well.
So for me...
It's directly tied to freedom.
If we live together and we're together all the time, then you better not make me jealous.
If we only see each other every now and then, I don't give a fuck what you do as long as you keep it to yourself, and you don't catch AIDS.
