07-31-2018, 01:19 AM
(07-31-2018, 01:10 AM)Guest Wrote: But now... everything is rocked to my core of knowing. So it comes out. Not proud. Or intentional.
Hey I don't blame you...
If that was my man and he was galavanting around with some chick (any chick), I'd be going nuts.
LMFAO, FUCKING nuts.
But...
I think it's important to look at the reasons he's doing what he's doing.
I don't think this guy was ever unfaithful previous to this whole death scare.
I think this is a new thing...
And I think it's directly tied to trying to figure out if there's any hope in case you do die.
COULD he love someone else...
COULD he find the will to live if there was someone else he could share his life with?
If it wasn't after midnight and I wasn't deliriously tired, I probably wouldn't be leveling like this...
But psychologically, let's call it for what it is.
Zane has attempted to see if there's any other woman out there who could inspire him to continue living in the event that he loses you...
And so far, it's been a big negatory.
Unless Country is his soulmate or something...
LMFAO, in that case...
Maybe you should start dating hon.
I probably would if I were you and my man started doing this kinda shit.
