09-30-2018, 01:28 PM
(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: Everyone invalidates me
Totally rude to all the people I've ever seen from his viewership sending their thoughts and prayers to you. This is simply a false statement... "everyone"? Come on.
(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: It’s always been about him.
Again, if he's so terrible, why did you stay with him? And why do you assert in one breath that your marriage "was" great, yet in the next breath name off all these terrible things about him?
(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: Some people don’t even believe I exist or I don’t have cancer or don’t believe cause I obviously should be dead alraedy.
Dude it's the internet. It's full of hysterical morons who thrive on "conspiracy theory" kinda crap like that... total paranoia and suspicion, minds running in circles all day and night. It's unfortunate... but that isn't personal toward you, they do that to everyone. About everything.
(09-30-2018, 01:18 PM)Guest Wrote: All I get from him is threats of violence, threats of stealing the kids to hurt me or pics of you. All you do is make excuses for him.
At the end of the day, all he ever wanted was to have a happy life with you, and have a happy family, provide for the family, etc. I assure you. All the issues that he's had stem from long past trauma and feelings of abandonment and they stem from all these things being UNRESOLVED. He wants your love. Period. Bottom line. Then you got terminally ill and that was dashed against the rocks... as well as all the changes that come with the hormonal aspect of what you've been going through, I'd wager a bet that you're basically a different person (personality wise) now and with the way that you treat people. He's just deeply hurt... his life has been destroyed by all this and he hasn't felt recognized or understood or seen. It's not fair to act like this has only hurt you. If you die, he'll probably die too. Maybe it was in your soul contracts.
Some of us tried to come along and give him hope, and maybe it helped a little bit, but whether it's enough...
