Yes.. it was me behind the banander banner threads.
I hope everyone is onboard with my Bananner master plan
Undisclosed yet of course
But... it seems as of late i have
Been Having much difficulty in my personal life
Okay here I begin please help
I been in desperate need and craving from a particular woman that is not intrested in me and I've been rejected few times in my attempts in trying to I don't know.. get her to like me or just simply try to reach outt to me or communicate with me.
Im at my final straw here...
It's not a pleasant expirence either
I dont wish to be in this position and I need escape from it
But I feel as though I'm like a fly caught in her spiders nest.
Fuckn spider will suffercate me and
Anyway..
Im lost guys. I'm 33.. I never felt like this toward anyone this is.
Not what I been expecting. Upon which alot of my personal life been neglected to some degree
I've tried watching self help videos. And listening alot how to over come this burden
I'm not sure what's going on with me
Is it me I ask?
This is what I've been asking recently to myself
Is it me? Causing these problems.
And slowly I realize.that it is not me. how could it be me. I'm a great motherfuking guy
Like.. literally. But done kissing her ass having to feel like i have to owe her something just to get her to talk
So in that case if she want to be foolish and stupid. It's not my loss.
I'm a great guy and I know that and ya.
Like I've had a sex doll for 3 years already I treat her like my princess
So whatever. I like to see her try to find a guy who knows how to use makeup and... my doll probably has like way more nicer clothed than her. And jewlery!!! Yeah! I bet your boyfriends dont give you nothing but ther tiny cocks
So you want to play this game Im kewl with it I'm game
I can act like you as well.
Treat you the way you treat me :)
No problem:) no problem:)
Fuk literally aint even worried have fun.
She don't appreciate me and see me for my qualities then oh well
Sometimes I don't give myself enough credit.
And lately I have been saying
I'm a great guy with good head on his shoulders
And I am.
I'm nice and charitable. Funny and can paint somewhat of a painting
Im trying to do best I can if I can accommodate her and please her and be her protector then
I've learned long time ago. That people no matter how nice looking they appear to be can be pretty evil.
YES she is beautiful and gorgeous and can shack up with any guy she want or has been.
Yes she whatever.
Whatever.
People are programmed. They have there own algorithms.
And apparently my body. My gut instinct is telling me. That I'm good guy but she is bringing out the worst in me.
This is one thing that will be a hard over coming challenge
And I need some input besides you telling me to go find someone new
Honestly I went on two dates in past few years and although the date went very well and they were so happy to see me again. I ended up just turning them down. Becuase my burning heart is for this asshole bitch fucker. I'm sick of her wrecking things.
To the point I was driving around feeling depressed and smoking a joint down back road. And a cop pulls me over. This is just fucking great my ass is going to jail. But I remained calm and for some reason he didn't find I was a public danger and let me off the hook without. It's as bad as drinking and driving the law is.
But besides that I think she been making me increasingly more depressed. If I could only turn back time 2 years before meet I ghee I could. I would like to erase this memory if I could.
Anyway just my ramblings
Bananner manner out of here for now ya k ow
I will always have a soft spot for her but she can get married have kids get sucked on her ass or legs or shoulder for all I care some more
I hope everyone is onboard with my Bananner master plan
Undisclosed yet of course
But... it seems as of late i have
Been Having much difficulty in my personal life
Okay here I begin please help
I been in desperate need and craving from a particular woman that is not intrested in me and I've been rejected few times in my attempts in trying to I don't know.. get her to like me or just simply try to reach outt to me or communicate with me.
Im at my final straw here...
It's not a pleasant expirence either
I dont wish to be in this position and I need escape from it
But I feel as though I'm like a fly caught in her spiders nest.
Fuckn spider will suffercate me and
Anyway..
Im lost guys. I'm 33.. I never felt like this toward anyone this is.
Not what I been expecting. Upon which alot of my personal life been neglected to some degree
I've tried watching self help videos. And listening alot how to over come this burden
I'm not sure what's going on with me
Is it me I ask?
This is what I've been asking recently to myself
Is it me? Causing these problems.
And slowly I realize.that it is not me. how could it be me. I'm a great motherfuking guy
Like.. literally. But done kissing her ass having to feel like i have to owe her something just to get her to talk
So in that case if she want to be foolish and stupid. It's not my loss.
I'm a great guy and I know that and ya.
Like I've had a sex doll for 3 years already I treat her like my princess
So whatever. I like to see her try to find a guy who knows how to use makeup and... my doll probably has like way more nicer clothed than her. And jewlery!!! Yeah! I bet your boyfriends dont give you nothing but ther tiny cocks
So you want to play this game Im kewl with it I'm game
I can act like you as well.
Treat you the way you treat me :)
No problem:) no problem:)
Fuk literally aint even worried have fun.
She don't appreciate me and see me for my qualities then oh well
Sometimes I don't give myself enough credit.
And lately I have been saying
I'm a great guy with good head on his shoulders
And I am.
I'm nice and charitable. Funny and can paint somewhat of a painting
Im trying to do best I can if I can accommodate her and please her and be her protector then
I've learned long time ago. That people no matter how nice looking they appear to be can be pretty evil.
YES she is beautiful and gorgeous and can shack up with any guy she want or has been.
Yes she whatever.
Whatever.
People are programmed. They have there own algorithms.
And apparently my body. My gut instinct is telling me. That I'm good guy but she is bringing out the worst in me.
This is one thing that will be a hard over coming challenge
And I need some input besides you telling me to go find someone new
Honestly I went on two dates in past few years and although the date went very well and they were so happy to see me again. I ended up just turning them down. Becuase my burning heart is for this asshole bitch fucker. I'm sick of her wrecking things.
To the point I was driving around feeling depressed and smoking a joint down back road. And a cop pulls me over. This is just fucking great my ass is going to jail. But I remained calm and for some reason he didn't find I was a public danger and let me off the hook without. It's as bad as drinking and driving the law is.
But besides that I think she been making me increasingly more depressed. If I could only turn back time 2 years before meet I ghee I could. I would like to erase this memory if I could.
Anyway just my ramblings
Bananner manner out of here for now ya k ow
I will always have a soft spot for her but she can get married have kids get sucked on her ass or legs or shoulder for all I care some more
