10-10-2018, 02:40 PM
(10-10-2018, 02:20 PM)Trix Wrote: It is interesting how we can get so into someone's story, and the way they express themselves, and really fall in love with the beauty of it... and somehow forget the truth that is at the core of it. It happens to me about 75% of the time with Zane. Most of the time I don't consciously think about the reasons behind it all... I'm so into what he's doing, and so into him.I did read your whole thread, well most of it. I've honestly never got sucked into someone's story like I have Zane's. I don't even really watch stuff on YT. I came across him researching the Slabs & just got so caught up in him. Benge watching numerous videos of his to get caught up really is what drew me to seeing more than just a guy making YT videos. I know so many people personally running from shit and I can't understand it. I'm a single mom of 2 kids, now 18 & 17 but when they were 7 & 8 their Dad chose meth over us and that was the end of that. Idk how he's still alive. Mental Illness is very serious & of course everyone handles it different but as many times as I've wanted to give up, I never could, because of my kids. I hear/feel your pain in your words. Zane obviously means a lot to you and I am sorry your having to feel this. See, I don't know you and now just after a few conversations, your pain is on my heart & I will continue to be concerned with you. A stranger. It is crazy how vested we can become with complete strangers & now I want to be your friend lol
But there comes a point (it's happened several times on this thread) where all the pleasantries have to be stripped away and the true reasons behind what the hell he's doing HAVE to be called out and brought into the light.
And it makes me think of all the other people out there in the world, who are running from hurt and pain, but don't share their lives so openly. No one has the opportunity to know why they're doing what they're doing... they just continue to run and run and no one ever knows.
At least people know the reasoning behind Zane's actions.
