12-30-2018, 04:38 PM
I have to say GG, first of all, there is a lot of value and wisdom in your post.
It's not common you see people who can put their worries into a form that is actually helpful and useful for other people.
You're giving of yourself at the same time as expressing what's weighing on you...
Because I think it comes naturally to you to be that way.
I just really value and respect that.
I don't know what to say about your friend, because I don't know that I've ever had a friendship like that with anybody. I know that sounds weird, but it's true. I'm just not very attached to people. I'm sure your friend does think of you though, I don't know how she couldn't.
The most important thing is that you have a place to live. This is one main reason why I think it's so important that everyone at least owns a vehicle (nothing that can be repossessed). As long is there is SOME TYPE of roof over your head, a vehicle, and somewhere to park it, then things are automatically better than the alternative (not having that).
I'm just so grateful that you have a job lined up. It's going to make you feel good for a lot of reasons.
The real truth of the matter is, we may lose anything which is outside of ourselves, but we will always have ourselves. A lot of people can't stand the idea of that. A lot of people have to have an intricate selection of distractions and can't imagine themselves without those distractions. Sometimes, life takes us to a space where we are brought back to the basics. Sometimes life grounds us entirely. I think the reason is that from that viewpoint, you're able to really focus on those things that mean the most to you. When you get back into the game, your methods are much more refined.
And then there are times when life direction just changes entirely. I'd say you could be on the precipice of such a change. You may discover places, people, or any variety of other activities or hobbies which make you decide that you want to change everything. I don't know, I just feel like this is really possible.
You're really beautiful, GG. I mean inside and out... I'm not talking about some superficial crap. You are TRULY beautiful.
And I just want to say specifically on the topic of the internet and forums... there are nasty personalities out there (hosted within very few people, I'd say perhaps even 1 or 2 people) who become fixated on and like to target certain other personalities. These are very ugly (in word and deed) people who have been doing what they do for a great many years. You absolutely should not take any of it personally. I feel bad for people who come along and are targeted by such personalities... and you are by no means "new". So consider the scope of what I'm saying, this is a huge timeframe... before you even came along, "these people" have been doing this.
Anyways babe... hold onto yourself. You are your most prized possession (there is nothing greater attainable). As long as you have yourself, you've got plenty of rays of hope and trails of light to follow. You WILL be okay. Never cease to see yourself in a light of appreciation (the way I see you, and other people see you). You are rich. Wealthy. Take comfort within yourself and understand that all you need is to nurture that love/appreciation for yourself.
I love you so much, GG.
It's not common you see people who can put their worries into a form that is actually helpful and useful for other people.
You're giving of yourself at the same time as expressing what's weighing on you...
Because I think it comes naturally to you to be that way.
I just really value and respect that.
I don't know what to say about your friend, because I don't know that I've ever had a friendship like that with anybody. I know that sounds weird, but it's true. I'm just not very attached to people. I'm sure your friend does think of you though, I don't know how she couldn't.
The most important thing is that you have a place to live. This is one main reason why I think it's so important that everyone at least owns a vehicle (nothing that can be repossessed). As long is there is SOME TYPE of roof over your head, a vehicle, and somewhere to park it, then things are automatically better than the alternative (not having that).
I'm just so grateful that you have a job lined up. It's going to make you feel good for a lot of reasons.
The real truth of the matter is, we may lose anything which is outside of ourselves, but we will always have ourselves. A lot of people can't stand the idea of that. A lot of people have to have an intricate selection of distractions and can't imagine themselves without those distractions. Sometimes, life takes us to a space where we are brought back to the basics. Sometimes life grounds us entirely. I think the reason is that from that viewpoint, you're able to really focus on those things that mean the most to you. When you get back into the game, your methods are much more refined.
And then there are times when life direction just changes entirely. I'd say you could be on the precipice of such a change. You may discover places, people, or any variety of other activities or hobbies which make you decide that you want to change everything. I don't know, I just feel like this is really possible.
You're really beautiful, GG. I mean inside and out... I'm not talking about some superficial crap. You are TRULY beautiful.
And I just want to say specifically on the topic of the internet and forums... there are nasty personalities out there (hosted within very few people, I'd say perhaps even 1 or 2 people) who become fixated on and like to target certain other personalities. These are very ugly (in word and deed) people who have been doing what they do for a great many years. You absolutely should not take any of it personally. I feel bad for people who come along and are targeted by such personalities... and you are by no means "new". So consider the scope of what I'm saying, this is a huge timeframe... before you even came along, "these people" have been doing this.
Anyways babe... hold onto yourself. You are your most prized possession (there is nothing greater attainable). As long as you have yourself, you've got plenty of rays of hope and trails of light to follow. You WILL be okay. Never cease to see yourself in a light of appreciation (the way I see you, and other people see you). You are rich. Wealthy. Take comfort within yourself and understand that all you need is to nurture that love/appreciation for yourself.
I love you so much, GG.
