I realized this today while I was doing things.
I THINK THIS IS A VERSION OF MINDFULNESS.
LIKE OH, I NEED TO DO THIS OTHER THING THAT I WOULDN'T HAVE REMEMBERED UNLESS I WAS DOING THIS THING FIRST.
AND INITIALLY I WASN'T EVEN HAPPY ABOUT DOING THIS ONE THING BUT I DID IT ANYWAY AND I'M SO GLAD I DID CUZ THEN I REMEMBERED THAT OTHER JUST AS/EVEN MORE IMPORTANT THING I ALSO NEEDED TO DO.
Its called getting off your lazy ass . energy breeds energy, bitch
Now ...wheres my dinner and please makes me some chocolate muffins darling
No it's not like that, and I don't do muffins.
If I don't explain things well enough for it to be understood what I'm saying, then just chock it up to a by-product of insanity.
I think you get me well enough, so I'm not sweatin' the small stuff darling.
And maybe someday I will bother with muffins for you...
I've made them many times but I just see no reason to.