(Freezing? Lagging)

This is a total flip in style.
I am trying to quit smoking and going crazy... I just want one...
I am trying to keep my mind occupied... (Part of why I can never sleep)

Time...stands...still...

I have to manually approve all posts so if they don't go through immediately it's because I'm away...

I'm the only mod so if I'm not here, all unregistered members are fucked til I get back to approve their stuff.

Do you drink a lot??

We've been talking about brandy and how it puts you to sleep...

http://www.sectual.com/thread-16222.html

It's not like I wanna suggest some shit like that if you've got a drinking problem though.

I'm not saying I think you're an alcoholic or something...

LOL I'm just saying that if you DON'T, you MIGHT benefit from drinking before you wanna go to sleep cuz it might knock you out.

(01-14-2020, 05:19 PM)Mister Obvious Wrote: Do you drink a lot??

We've been talking about brandy and how it puts you to sleep...

http://www.sectual.com/thread-16222.html

It's not like I wanna suggest some shit like that if you've got a drinking problem though.

I don't drink anymore.
Drinking wakes me up.

Last time I was "drunk", I scrubbed the walls in three rooms and painted them.
I cracked a brew after I got home from "work"... and about 12 brewskis later, I was scrubbing walls in room one.
(I am a happy, fun-loving "drunk"... Never violent if it matters)


I gave up drinking because I simply cannot find anything that tastes good.
A white wine I enjoyed has ceased to exist and most every beer tastes like shit. (GMO?)

St. Pauli Girl is good, but I really don't have an inkling to drink.
Never used any drugs... Can process shit super fast still, and make connections to things where there were no connections believed possible.
Just a weird life. Like I was... "chosen?" for something they still cannot figure out.

Just fed my puppers... I should be winding down now, and I am so... Energized.
Every... fucking... day.
Worst curse you can ever wish on someone.

Isn't it amazing how they can play the same "40" songs for weeks on end, basically TELLING YOU what you should like? Like they are trying to program people into liking shit, when there is so many other options out there...


Chilled mix...







Original is actually catchy...

Wanna hear something really good?
(you'll relate to it)

Put some earbuds in and listen to this shit... Use the Soundcloud link as it is a higher quality.
https://soundcloud.com/echosofficial/guest-room



Same song but on YT.

Sounds like you just need to be a writer.

(01-14-2020, 05:41 PM)Mister Obvious Wrote: Sounds like you just need to be a writer.

Used to write fiction as a young fucker...

10-12 years old. Knocked my teachers socks off with the imagination...
But I have no real interest in it.
I long for and chase some sleep... I love it, but cannot easily find it.

Echos track... NOW! Listen.
Must use earbuds or good headphones.
Computer speakers cannot do it justice.

Maybe like...

Super vigorous exercise?

Does physical exhaustion help you sleep??

Man that sounds like a tough situation!

Are you a Scorpio?

https://www.instagram.com/candai

(01-14-2020, 06:10 PM)Mister Obvious Wrote: Maybe like...

Super vigorous exercise?

Does physical exhaustion help you sleep??

Man that sounds like a tough situation!

Pisces. The mysterious fish where molds are broken.

Gym = 1.5 hours on stepper on maxed settings. 400lbs, and max incline.
Then weights for 45 mins.
Come out all... pumped/hyped up.

Sex? What do we do after?
Go for a hike? jog? Build a greenhouse?

Me = water
Sleep = oil

20 hours awake? Just getting warmed up.

Ah Pisces... that makes sense.

Hard to understand the Pisces sometimes, certainly hard to understand the path they have to walk.

Pisces is omnipresent.

At the end of the day you gotta pull your energy back from everything you've been exploring during your waking hours.

You gotta retract the tentacles.

Pisces is way too deep off in everybody's shit, with basically no effort put forth in doing so.

It's almost automatic.

Your all-encompassing nature is probably your greatest asset, but it's also the biggest threat to you cuz it makes you spread yourselves too thin.

Pisces is Lucy at the end of the movie...



2:30.

(01-14-2020, 06:47 PM)Mister Obvious Wrote: At the end of the day you gotta pull your energy back from everything you've been exploring during your waking hours.

You gotta retract the tentacles.

(01-14-2020, 06:46 PM)Mister Obvious Wrote: Ah Pisces... that makes sense.

Hard to understand the Pisces sometimes, certainly hard to understand the path they have to walk.

Pisces is omnipresent.

There is no path where many of "us" walk...
Well, no *defined* path.

There is no "retract" : ) that's when the meds are for.

One 1mg Xanax will drop my ass like a ton of bricks though.
I try to stay away from the scripts.
Tried Melatonin, GABA, Theanine individually and combined...



Really cool train video. First time seeing this thing.

(01-14-2020, 06:50 PM)Mister Obvious Wrote: Pisces is Lucy at the end of the movie...



2:30.

Never saw that. Don't know what you are trying to convey...
We are everywhere, yet nowhere at all?

I don't do movies/TV at all.