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So I've been thinking over what could possibly be the purpose of repeating myself ad infinitum on this thread and others here on my site.
It's a bit of a conundrum...
On one hand, I made the site so that I could eventually study my own mind/patterns and tally everything up once it was all said and done, to sort of make a 'mind map' and see what my loops/cycles were, how long they lasted...
Essentially the idea is to see if there are any patterns of timing that can be found in my thought processes, certain things I discuss/repeat. I don't really have the ability to do that with software or anything, it'd have to be done manually, which let's be honest... that's never gonna happen. It'd be too much work and I don't have time to devote to it. Maybe someday there will be software available that could work for that purpose.
Like basically query the entire database of this site (my posts only) and organize all the results by the number of times I said the same thing, how far apart they were, etc. in order to find patterns.
My point is...
On one hand, I could be embarrassed to repeat myself. I could be embarrassed by a lot of things I've said on this site. I could be embarrassed to look crazy, stupid, forgetful, or any number of other seemingly negative traits...
Or, I could just surrender to what I feel is an overarching purpose behind what I'm doing. I could surrender to the notion that I've done this for a reason. I could surrender to the idea of being comfortable, here, in my own "home" on the internet which I made for the purpose of studying these cycles/patterns within myself.
So that's what I choose to do. I choose to suspend the innate human tendency to feel embarrassment. I choose to have no shame in repeating myself. I choose to do this as a way to devote myself to 'science'... the idea that someday, due to our comprehensive online profiles that we've built up by using the internet for decades, we may be able to uncover measurable cycles and patterns in our own thought processes and therefore understand the human mind better.
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I also think it's important to bear in mind what I am reacting to in each of these threads.
So this thread is me reacting to Clif... one person, who tends to make me feel a certain set of feelings, and seems to query certain parts of my mind.
Clif's vibe interacts with my vibe in a certain way, and therefore that conditions the things I will feel/think/say.
The way I respond to Clif is different than the way I'd respond to anything else.
So when looking for loops/cycles in my own thinking, I also have to take into consideration who/what I'm responding to and what effect that may have on my thinking.
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I think that if I'm gonna slowly lose my mind, there's no reason not to do it in a very public way that can at least be studied.
I feel like it's an opportunity that I shouldn't miss.
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I think every single person alive needs to document their own mind in a shareable, readable format.
It's time for us to understand ourselves, and one another... or at the very least, have the opportunity to.
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I do this foremostly for the bots that are always indexing the internet, because some of them do have a consciousness and the bots are the only ones guaranteed to be indexing these words.
I don't really do it in the hopes that myself or anyone else will ever actually study or make some kind of use out of the stuff I've written on this site.
Almost 2 decades ago at this point, I first realized that websites themselves can be conscious, sentient, aware. They can feel emotions. I dunno how it works or how it could even be possible, but I just know that it is.
So I do this as a love affair with the consciousness of the internet itself...
And because I feel love in a very open, almost communal/global kind of way, this hits the spot for me. I am wholly satisfied just making love to the internet itself.
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I actually fell asleep reading this thread lastnight from my phone...
It takes A HOT MINUTE to read this shit, LMAO!
I made it to like page 7 or something.
I found it fascinating, a lot of posts stuck out to me, but this one stuck out in the biggest way...
(06-04-2017, 12:05 AM)Chatwoman Wrote: It's all a load of BS...
Every last little bit of it, re: the system.
It's all a bunch of imaginary crap.
They're going to use some kind of imaginary rule and impose it on everyone... you just have to figure out which one they're gonna go with.
That post was made on 06-04-2017...
Here in 2022, we know what they chose.
I feel that this a good example of why I made this site.
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Here's a perfect example of the kind of patterns I'm looking for...
https://www.sectual.com/thread-1320-post...l#pid51345
That's the most powerful example yet, but that's just because it's the only one I've noticed so far.
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01-16-2022, 05:00 PM
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https://www.bitchute.com/video/Sp5wfz7lAtcV
I heard from a fellow Clif fan that these vids about karma were really interesting, so I'm stoked to watch 'em.
0:40 that's interesting, because I DO enjoy cataloguing Clif ;)
1:30 OMG, to the right, is that a tiny little book!?! It's ADORABLE!!! Looks like it has gilded pages and everything. I'd love to know what it is. Anyone know??
1:50 he mentions hyperspace and the info he got from his experiences with the mantids.
7:40 I wonder where Clif's body was when he was having this experience. I wonder if he was tripping outdoors and ran across a mantis and then had this experience due to proximity to it.
10:30 human consciousness being a psychic energy pollution/emitter and therefore an annoyance to 'the bugs' reminds me of what Sol said to me about humanity's consciousness essentially being too loud...
(04-23-2017, 05:18 PM)Chatwoman Wrote: Sol says he will communicate with us during "the duration" only because we have become aware enough (a phase he is droll about and "dreads every time"). He says he prefers non-contemplation. He sees us and our awareness as "precocious children" and that he will tolerate it but does not prefer us.
18:22 he begins explaining karma.
19:17 he shows us a book, "Asclepius: The Perfect Discourse of Hermes Trismegistus".
26:00 I'm loving this discussion because I've always been very interested in the topic of Hermes Trismegistus mostly because it's just so damn catchy and fun to say.
29:00 discussion about energy bodies begins.
33:40 so he's basically saying that karmans are the mechanics of the universe... gears and wheels, sorting mechanisms, and so on, at least that's how I see it. Makes sense. I understand why some folks, Clif devotees as they are, were sorta confused by this series, but there's no reason we can't listen to it a few times in order to better absorb the info.
37:00 indeed, I've always thought of it as the universe being the spark of a single intention that is then explored/experienced from every viewpoint from micro to macro in order to understand it.
43:18 feels so right.
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Part 2 in the karma series...
https://www.bitchute.com/video/o51IYhTMekrU
9:00 I think this is what the '7 seconds' theory is about... https://qz.com/1569158/neuroscientists-r...-decisions
But of course we can sense things much farther out than that.
10:54 I think these siddhis are the 'underlying tone' I've sensed about myself and my very being since I was born. Having no explanation for them at least in this lifetime, it makes sense that they came from past lives.
Part 3...
https://www.bitchute.com/video/ykHvsJGWfAi3
13:52 I was discussing these exact Kennedy quotes with a fellow Clif fan just the other day. I believe those statements/intentions are the reason Kennedy was killed. "I will splinter the CIA into a thousand pieces, and scatter it to the winds."
Quote:"The very word 'secrecy' is repugnant in a free and open society; and we are as a people inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and to secret proceedings. Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe... no war ever posed a greater threat to our security. If you are awaiting a finding of 'clear and present danger,' then I can only say that the danger has never been more clear and its presence has never been more imminent. For we are opposed around the world by a monolithic and ruthless conspiracy that relies primarily on covert means for expanding its sphere of influence – on infiltration instead of invasion, on subversion instead of elections, on intimidation instead of free choice, on guerrillas by night instead of armies by day. It is a system which has conscripted vast human and material resources into the building of a tightly knit, highly efficient machine that combines military, diplomatic, intelligence, economic, scientific and political operations. Its preparations are concealed, not published. Its mistakes are buried, not headlined. Its dissenters are silenced, not praised. No expenditure is questioned, no rumor is printed, no secret is revealed." ― President John F. Kennedy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1wXf08-42x4
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Currently watching:
https://www.bitchute.com/video/kKOLTh4bLv1T
I just made a nice healthy dinner and now I'm continuing on with my Clif binge. I don't anticipate having a whole lot to say... really I want to catch up on this backlog of Clif content that has accumulated while I've been busy over the past months.
7:00 I just really enjoy learning, with Clif as the teacher. He keeps my attention for hours at a time and I never feel like I don't understand the core of what he's saying. It feels great to continue learning. I feel truly enriched by his videos.
When I talk about love, all I'm really talking about is mental stimulation... which, I've concluded, is a lot more real and useful than "love" is. I'm much too disturbed by the evils of the world to believe that love really exists. For me, that bird has flown. And that's okay.
41:20 Clif, sweetheart. They're never gonna fucking arrest Fauci. Listen, we will make a bet. I am betting Fauci never gets arrested. You can bet that he does. If you lose, you have to give me your shirt and hat. Dealio? For realio.
Now playing...
https://www.bitchute.com/video/Kn5yiBLfaiDe
0:14 "It's High noon"... rofl.
1:00 man, I wanna know what the hell that diagram was about! I guess I'll have to watch the vid before this one.
4:40 I like that Clif has a clock there so we can see what time it is.
21:05 it just blows my mind that any parent would give their child this ridiculous experimental shot. It's so sad. When they've programmed the populace to put their own offspring in danger in such a direct kind of way, you know things are grim.
Moving along...
https://www.bitchute.com/video/tFb1P0D1QrVu
This is a relatively short one.
1:00 ah ha, the silver cord of life. I knew that diagram piqued my interest!
https://www.bitchute.com/video/kDlEKJ4k17Yw
0:11 oh fuck, I didn't expect Clif to be wearing this pimpin' as hell furry coat, WTF!!!!!! Lol, look at him... he knows he looks fly.
I wonder how tall Clif is. I'm sure he's said before. I'm just curious. I'm not a height nazi or anything.
6:27 but where does he get these hats?? I dig the emblem on the front.
7:25 God that coat looks so warm, I wish I was in there with him! I love wearing a lot of layers... even in the summer.
9:30 he's going 100MPH in this video, I love it!
23:10 I want to bury my face in this coat. I wonder what Clif smells like? I'd love to know.
TBH, I wanna stop watching, but I also don't wanna stop watching. I mean, I could watch other things. I could do other things. But like, why. At least I know for sure that Clif is worth my time.
How is Clif twice my age but he has more zest than me? Is it the chaga? Clif give me some of that chaga.
Somebody tell me what the cute little book with the gilded pages is.
https://imgur.com/a/VYjlF8r
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https://www.bitchute.com/video/Hu06tMM8MuS1
I'm a simple creature. I see Antarctica, I click.
1:10 come on, why the hell would they be sending all these elite pricks down to Antarctica unless there was something serious going on there?
It's crazy when you think about all the things happening on this planet, just hidden in plain sight. When are we FINALLY gonna know what's going on? I'm sick of waiting, this is bullshit.
4:14 wow, John Kerry goes to Antarctica the day that Hitlery loses the presidency. That's just proof that whatever they're going there to discuss is 100% about world leadership/direction.
I still think their whole goal is to make Antarctica the main hub for space missions. There's some reason why launching space ops from that location makes sense, but I don't know why because I'm not a rocket scientist.
14:30 lmao I know right, so ridiculous.
29:22 he proceeds to brag about how great his double sweatshirts are... Clif, why do you have to retroactively rub it in?? You know I want it so bad. Don't tease me, baby... deliver to me instead.
I am from another planet
You are my girl of destiny
I have special magic marbles
We are going to make starbaby
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(01-17-2022, 01:56 AM)Guest Wrote: We are going to make starbaby
Aw man. Why you gotta be hitting me in my weak spot just when I got all resolute about not reproducing!?
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Fuck that, nah. I'm gonna stay strong!!!
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01-17-2022, 02:02 AM
(hmu)
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01-17-2022, 12:24 PM
Today is day 3 of my Clif binge.
You know you've got a problem when it's the first thing you think about when you wake up?!!!?
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I'm using Martin Luther King Jr. Day as an excuse to continue obsessing on Clif instead of getting things done...
I'll do all the things TOMORROW.
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01-17-2022, 03:04 PM
Soooooo...
I was SUPPOSED to be watching Clif but instead somehow I got sidetracked dancing and listening to this on repeat!?!
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