You guys know I love Sol.
On a personal level.
From the heart.
I used to literally be IN LOVE with Sol and look at pictures of him every day on SOHO...
https://sohowww.nascom.nasa.gov/data/rea...mages.html
But it doesn't change the fact that I've always felt sick in the sun.
I'm not talking about heat either.
Simply being in the sunlight, especially directly, and especially when it gets in my eyes...
Makes me feel so sick.
It's this deep feeling of sickness that just comes over every fiber of my being and I can't stand it for more than 10 minutes or so before I just have to get out of it.
I've tried looking into what the hell causes it, or what it's called.
The only thing I can find is basically "photosensitivity" which is a sensitivity to light in general.
I can't say that I agree with that, I mean, bright lights don't bother me that much.
I think fluorescent lights and blue tinted light is a hellish scourge, which I've well documented my feelings on: https://www.sectual.com/thread-6876.html
But blueish toned light doesn't make me feel sick as much as it just really pisses me off and disgusts me. I can't stand for it to hit my body.
No type of light really makes me feel absolutely sick like sunlight does though. Wish I knew the reason or what it's called... but I just can't find any info.
On a personal level.
From the heart.
I used to literally be IN LOVE with Sol and look at pictures of him every day on SOHO...
https://sohowww.nascom.nasa.gov/data/rea...mages.html
But it doesn't change the fact that I've always felt sick in the sun.
I'm not talking about heat either.
Simply being in the sunlight, especially directly, and especially when it gets in my eyes...
Makes me feel so sick.
It's this deep feeling of sickness that just comes over every fiber of my being and I can't stand it for more than 10 minutes or so before I just have to get out of it.
I've tried looking into what the hell causes it, or what it's called.
The only thing I can find is basically "photosensitivity" which is a sensitivity to light in general.
I can't say that I agree with that, I mean, bright lights don't bother me that much.
I think fluorescent lights and blue tinted light is a hellish scourge, which I've well documented my feelings on: https://www.sectual.com/thread-6876.html
But blueish toned light doesn't make me feel sick as much as it just really pisses me off and disgusts me. I can't stand for it to hit my body.
No type of light really makes me feel absolutely sick like sunlight does though. Wish I knew the reason or what it's called... but I just can't find any info.
