Fear of going blind...

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Yeah I think glasses are hot too... I'm not sad about it at all.

If I was blind, I'd feel pretty pissed at first. But if my wildest dreams came true, I would get a male caretaker who wouldn't even have to LOOK hot, he could just FEEL hot, you know what I mean? I would only be feeling his body, so he could be super ugly, but not FEEL particularly fat or anything, and I would never know the difference. In my imagination, he'd be hella sexy and that's all that would matter.

I could be his blind sex slave. Right!? Ahahahaha. I'd refuse to do all kinds of sex acts with blindness as an excuse... "I can't get on top! I'm blind!" etc.

But if I didn't have a male caretaker... it would be hell, sheer hell.

One thing I can do fine without my glasses is write. So that is good.

As for not being able to do the internet anymore, I would have somebody help me... I'd use a voice recorder and do podcasts and train somebody to upload them for me. I'd use a text-to-voice application to read YouTube/etc. comments to me and crack up at all the troll comments being read in robo-voice. I wouldn't reply to anything by writing anymore, I wouldn't use voice-to-text stuff. I would just do voice recordings and have someone upload them.

I would need a good helper though. I would have to bribe with sex. There'd be no other choice. No other choice at all.

And if I was blind, it's unlikely I'd eat that much because I couldn't see food, so a lot of the desire would be gone. I would never get fat.

See? You'd adapt and I would fall apart and feel sorry for myself and want to die. All of my independence would be gone. I'd big the biggest fucking baby.