05-20-2018, 09:03 PM
Wow Thank You For Sharing That expirience. I can say without any doubt that the emptiness I expirience was very real very heavy and very dark like a heavy wet blanket. This for me was absolutely no illusion to the point I had decided to opt out aka suicide. That wet blanket that emptiness, that heavy darkness is now gone and I can only attribute it to he who's name I called out to in my absolute darkest hour. My lord and savior Jesus Christ.