06-12-2018, 05:29 PM
You know...
4:12 it occurs to me that Zane exhibits a case of slight PTSD from being homeless...
Now the whole PTSD thing is overused as a terminology in my opinion.
But it's the closest thing I can think of to describe what I see in some of Zane's behavior.
Reminds me a bit of the guys who come home from fighting in wars and don't really know what the hell to do with themselves.
I think that is in the back of Zane's mind...
I think he fears he won't be entertaining if he's not going around living life on the edge, constantly on the move, etc.
I think there's a place inside Zane where he believes his success hinges on the kind of activity he's been showing us for the last year (basically).
The problem with that is that even it would get boring after a while, and that in its current state, there's no way to up the ante and keep going above and beyond.
If Zane doesn't raise his vibe, accept elevation, accept going around and doing the same ol' thing in a DIFFERENT way, on a different LEVEL...
He'll stagnate.
My vision for Zane's future includes him exploring THE WORLD. Where the focus isn't "How can I get there being homeless?" but instead, the focus is "How can I take a helicopter there and is there good reception?"
4:12 it occurs to me that Zane exhibits a case of slight PTSD from being homeless...
Now the whole PTSD thing is overused as a terminology in my opinion.
But it's the closest thing I can think of to describe what I see in some of Zane's behavior.
Reminds me a bit of the guys who come home from fighting in wars and don't really know what the hell to do with themselves.
I think that is in the back of Zane's mind...
I think he fears he won't be entertaining if he's not going around living life on the edge, constantly on the move, etc.
I think there's a place inside Zane where he believes his success hinges on the kind of activity he's been showing us for the last year (basically).
The problem with that is that even it would get boring after a while, and that in its current state, there's no way to up the ante and keep going above and beyond.
If Zane doesn't raise his vibe, accept elevation, accept going around and doing the same ol' thing in a DIFFERENT way, on a different LEVEL...
He'll stagnate.
My vision for Zane's future includes him exploring THE WORLD. Where the focus isn't "How can I get there being homeless?" but instead, the focus is "How can I take a helicopter there and is there good reception?"
